zzz

the night b4 i was so excited to go to mt pleasant that I couldn't sleep-.- so i stupidly used the comp to play some monster world.. Landed myself in some moody lonely crevice cuz of the lack of sleep. The results that came back today didn't help at all. How did I let my physics drop again? Didn't I learn my lesson from last year's promos? I really hope paper 2 pulls me up.

Gosh the A lvl stress is building up. I feel utterly helpless for GP. Gonna work hard for it cuz I know I can write. Structure's killing me. Why am I such a disorganised person? Funny that the PSC report thingy stated that I'm rather organised.

Weird PSC report. Somehow it sounded so fake to me. Am I a fake person? It's like I'm starting to disbelieve in the good nature in humans. It's mostly the part about tolerating others I guess. Cuz I do take the effort to tolerate others. I just believe in avoiding trouble. I believe it's possible to grow close even without arguments. I still argue with my mom and I don't deny that cuz of that I dare to say anything to her but I hardly argue with my dad nowadays and I also am able to share my feelings with him. In fact I feel closer to my dad than my mom. Frequency thing haha. Is tolerating fake? I don't know. What on earth is fake? I'm hiding my true feelings but isn't that good? I really don't like arguments, that I know is true.

Ok we shall end on a high note! K it's not exactly high cuz it's actually a really sad incident, just that I really love going to the vets. Went with S today. haha luckily she had her GPS or I would probably have gotten lost:/ Stray cat seemed quite ok today. Definitely looked better than in the fb pics. AND WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICS-.- hope it can walk so its leg doesn't have to be amputated:/ What a strong cat actually so I really do think it will overcome all its injuries and infections!<3

Love u kitty <333333 ur will is super duper.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

A post in a million years

Haha... Ok I'm gonna admit I'm a genius. CAN U BELIEVE IT? I fall sick during the hols=.= My friends, u don't see me missing from sch right? The last time I fell sick was also during the last one week hol... BUT I DID have a GREAT VACATION! LOL notice I use "vacation" instead of holiday. Went to korea for 7 days (5 nights actually). Followed the tour group which was really nice. Not cuz of the ppl, cuz they were quite shy even when I kinda tried to talk to them, but cuz of the tour guide. GOD he was so funny...He has loads of stories to tell and tho he's from a traditional family, he has a "naughty" side. Besides smoking, he rides a motorbike, has 2 piercings (acceptable), a tattoo on his chest (acceptable) and fights (the only thing he admits is his weakness). But he's really knowledgeable. He's from korea's second best uni! Second best really means second best (in terms of marks)- out of 300, u need to get at least 290 to get into the f
Read more

5 Things I Will Commit to When I'm Rich

1. Eat home-cooked meals as much as I can. Eating out/ ordering delivery is the norm in Singapore.  But I'm not your typical Singaporean Wahahahaha. 2. Do not be lazy. Take public transport or carpool if possible. Don't hire a maid. Clean my own house. I love how these  rich people  take public transport. Do they bring along body guards? 3. Do not live in excess. Donate money to charities and causes I believe in.  With great wealth comes great responsibility. Read what  Jeff Bezos , the richest man in the world does for charity. I'm not sure if he is just doing this because of public pressure though. It just sounds like he doesn't really have a cause that he truly believes in. As much as people think they deserve to live in excess due to their hard work, I think it's unnecessary and I hope I never get myself in the plight where I have a huge mansion and a swimming pool on the balcony. I just want to have the ability to earn the money and redistribute it t
Read more

2024 New Year Resolutions

Image
 A little late because #life, but here it is! Health Do 20-30s handstands every day. Stretch at least 5min every day. Sleep at 10 - 11pm. Go for yoga at least once a week when mil is here. Nature walks at least once a month. Baby Teach him to ride the bike. Get him off diapers. Wean him off breast milk. Read a book to him every week. Planned Breaks Take leave from 25th Dec - 31st Dec. (Felt really good in 2023, but also depends on where mil will be.) Travel at least once a year (not during Christmas). Celebrate our birthdays. (Haha, because I've always been so lazy to.) Hobbies Read at least one Chinese classic novel. Home Enhancement Reorganize cupboards so that we can find stuff more easily. Plan a kid's gym. Elemit Yoga Plan our first yoga retreat. Not sharing my financial goals since I feel it's a little too personal. TTFN!
Read more