Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Isn't love such a funny thing? It doesn't matter how smart how mean how tall how irritating how strange that person can be, you still love that person for no reason whatsoever. It's not that you love their every flaw, but it's that their flaws are part of them and you love them. Family, friends, soul mates etc. It applies to all. You can connect on a special level with them, a feeling you just don't know how to explain. But with them you just feel you are yourself, you just feel fortunate to have them in your life.

Been feeling so competitive lately n I really hate it...Took me awhile to get over it n now I'm having more insecurities about myself n my abilities...Somehow I have to constantly tell myself to just try my best instead of worrying so much...Come on Eleanor be strong and ignore everything around. And it's just so hard to bring myself to trust again after giving so much and then falling flat... Should I give my all or not? Is it worth it? I just don't noe how many more times my heart can take this... Why am I always so emo...-.-