Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Felt so helpless ytd when I cudn't help a dog who had 2 puncture woulds and a tear (by 2 other dogs) even though I interned at 2 vet clinics. I knew I had to flush the wounds but other than that I couldn't do anything. The freaking tear was 1.7ml deep so it has to get stitched up or else it could abscess. And the scar would be so horrible. At least the hair will cover it tho:) Poor thing he was so scared and the iodine burned sooo bad he would writhe and squirm and whine. Saw him today again and he looks slightly better and calm:) Poor thing I can't even say baby he's 11 alr and that's like more than middle aged. He can't lift his leg to scratch his wounds cuz of e puncture wound on his back leg that most prob touched his nerve. Well it's a good thing anw that he can't scratch those wounds! Anw ytd I really felt quite helpless not only cuz of that. When u go out to work (just after graduating), u realise sometimes ur common sense just fails u. And u

I've been so lazy to blog really:/ I say this cuz I actually thought abt some stuff to write a few days ago yet I didn't bother to put those thoughts into words. Procrastination. Lol. I really wanna record all these thoughts because I think they're meaningful (at least to me) so finally now I force myself to pen them down heh! I guess quite a lot of ppl come to this question in some point or another in their lives- what's e purpose of living? I've probably thought abt this before. But at this new point in my life I have gained new experiences and thus new ideas. I used to think it was all about being happy. But after spending much more time with animals I've realised other things. Anw why do animals live? What's their motivation? Are they happy or is it wired in them to just fight to survive? Maybe they don't think too much like how humans do all the time. They just do what they do. And then I realise that for the past 18 years I've been learning

Day b4 CNY aka chu xi! Went out with buddies~~~ Haha got this on sale at BHG (who wud have thought). $29.50. Ignore my socks haha. They're super cute~ And I found out J also got this shoe too but of a diff design^^ CNY DAY 1 aka chu yi! Presents~ HAHA. Taz from X, bag from ABJJ. Bored in the car so yeah haha. And nails for CNY. Since I'm a full time cafe stewardess, I can't have painted nails on a regular basis. So off it goes on the 12th:/  LOL smth random. The story is, my drawer can't be opened even tho I've got the right key. No idea what happened to the lock but it sucks. So there. My dad drilled this square hole in it so now I can open it. Some of the things in there got drilled too LOL.  And #fotd. Actually I let my hair down. But it's really warm so up goes my hair. Yeah I noe my hair isn't very tame.  #ootd~ I look a lil beefy:/ and I only realised that those were real feathers after I bought it ): Don't get such dresses/clothes

Since I haven't been bloggin in awhile, I've decided to do a kinda special post this time:) I'm gonna do a haul! Haha cuz I kinda went crazy after getting my pay and got quite a few things from 313@somerset. So here goes: I got some skinnies from Uniqlo cuz they were goin at 19.90. Got a black one as well and they're quite comfy. From Miss Emily. Abt 50 bucks if I'm not wrong. My first Maxi!  These are from the shop next to Miss Emily (can't rmb its name and they took off the tag). They're arnd 30bucks so alright for me. I'm sure u can get cheap and pretty dresses at Bugis but u can't really try them on there can u? Anw the shop's theme is probably Great Britain (Y) hehe. Really pretty designs. And shoes from Mitju! Sporty and balletic at the same time~~I'm so lucky they had size 41 for this pair. Makes ur legs look longer somehow. I got it on sale for 24.40. Original price was 34.90 if I'm not wrong. An