Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

It's amazing how art actually touches our spirits and rids us of our troubles for just that moment and even several moments after or several days! Yet when u finally analyse it like how we usually do in lit class or whatever, it comes down to sex. I never really understood this till now and it probably seems "wrong" to some of us to "degrade" art to something like sex. But if u wud think abt it, sex is actually one of e most amazing "procedures" in e universe. (gosh "procedure sounds sooo mechanical but i really can't find another word:/) It's sort of where life comes from, or mayb rather the impt process that helps in variation. After all, ppl are obsessed with e beginning of things like the beginning of everything, with e big bang theory and God. So it's really not something so embarrassing to be talking about sex, especially in this case. Anw, the reason I'm actually blogging abt this is cuz I'm reading dear R's biograph

I'm so depressed. Please help me through this. I guess, I just need some time on my own. ttfn.

Wow so much happens in just 72 pages. So many twists. Amazing. What a good thing that I'm looking thru e books that I've not read but are just lying collecting dust on my shelf! Started on my personal research project recently and it's getting me all excited! Hmm but I'm thinking it will take a long time. But I promise to finish it! (Hard to separate my points into paragraphs cuz I can't press e enter button:/) Tbh I'm rather nervous for my A lvl results....hope that isn't a bad omen.....and now I promise myself that this will be e last time I'll remind myself of that. Just really afraid I don't get to do my dream course.....after so many years of hard work.....really hope they see that I'm someone special who'll be able to help animals! Not that I can't do that without becoming a vet but I'm sure being one helps. Next, I've been watching Talia on youtube recently. She's really cute and inspirational:D really sad tho....but at

So many uncertainties....Like where am I goin to next year....what grades I'm gona get....whether I'll even have time to blog.....I don't even feel like blogging nowadays. Been out every day and my dad keeps cancelling my ballet class ): but that's mostly cuz of the opening. Gonna force my dad to have ballet class tmr. List of things to do: 1) Watch pitch perfect (done today^^) 2) Clean my room (cleared my jc stuff and passing my junior notes next week, but I have no idea what to do abt e rest of my room.....shall do bit by bit) 3) Watch Girl with the dragon tattoo. (can't watch it on my mac online): mayb go to C's house to watch LOL) 4) Make backups for my comp (really scared it's gona die....abt 5 years alr!) 5) Finish my blue bear that I started in sec sch OMG...... 6) Handle Sg uni applications, and mayb scholarships 7) Analyse some full scores (finished with Scene from Swan Lake but I think I shall do a more in depth one heh^^ Tchaikovsky is se