Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Oh man... I think I'm gonna slack through sec 3. Don't feel any motivation. I feel stagnent. There's no movement, no improvement no deprovement. Nothing. I can't even describe it as net movement. STAGNANT. Sec 3 year is weird... Hmm... what's gonna happen in Sec 4?? Actually I think I know the reasons.. [HEH] Maybe I should just go crazy go high on my own ha ha ha..

Can't believe I forgot I did CIP on my birthday! Well it was what I call a meaning full CIP, compared to my previous CIP. We played BINGO for the first half and we my old folk group had 2 rows of 4 beads, only one more to go, but it took pretty long for us to be able to shout BINGO! When the old lady saw that we had won, [there were multiple winners, actually everyone won something:)] she was so happy! You could see the expression on her face and it looked as if her smile couldn't fit. HAHA. After that we ate sandwiches, fruits and drank then we played pass the parcel and my group, the singing group sang the songs and when we stopped, the person holding the parcel would have to do a forfeit after unwrapping a layer of the parcel. The first lady sang 'shi shang zhi you ma ma hao' then the second one G helped the old lady do the forfeit so she sang 'ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen'. Third person the parcel ended up on was YX. She had to sing a song and I was kinda sh

LOL I HAD NO TIME AT ALL THIS WEEK SO I SHALL JUST GO BACK IN TIME. Today was really memorable. Kinda suspected it since Sara said there was team lunch but I was still really happy:) [So funny I heard from my friend that people in her school sing birthday song every single day just to catch attention] It was so windy that day that Tingshan had problem lighting up the candles but I managed to blow them without the wind doing it for me. The cake was suteki desu ! [wonderful] I just realised that I can taste delicious digestive crusts in chocolate cakes as well and not only in some cheese cakes=.= The only bad thing was that Steph was sick on my b'dae ! The coolest present I got was from Hazel. [er.. michelle were u in it as well?] WHAT? MY FAVOURITE SOYA BEAN MILK OF COURSE! haha and you finally finished the christmas prezzie:) Actually it started with smses in the morning then I met CN at the side gate and received a hug with a poke of her red file [ haha :p] After the lun

Hee hee I celebrated my birthday 2days early this year with my family, cousins, aunts, uncle and nephews. Bought the creamy chocolate cake from BREAD where we've never bought anything from before but it tasted quite nice. The nephews typically took two servings but the second one was thinner 'cause they're not allowed to eat that much chocolate:p They're really crazy 'cause everytime they come they fight and scream and want my phone. They love taking photos as well so when it was photo taking session with the birthday cake[=.=] they were the first to squeeze onto my chair. Later I went to Marine Parade and shopped around a bit then savoured ice-cream from scoopz. [lol, I was thinking of it yesterday while writing a note on facebook] But a little disappointed there wasn't rum and raisin. I finally started on my discovery channel magazine but the next one came already. Ha ha when can I ever keep up? It's weird 'cause the one I'm reading now came so lat

I'm proud of us:) But we can be even better right?! haha Sry I kept comparing us with RGS but I think it's true they're much more aggressive [heard from a reliable little bird]. Our school is not that supportive as well. Heard from the same little bird that RGS prioritizes CCA over academic 'cause they say it brings out the real you. I think the sec 1s are too studious. Too many books have taken away their humanity..Doesn't school come before friends since without school you may not make that many friends? Anyway if friends don't understand and don't "forgive" us then they're not our friends. Besides that school gives you good education and since we are playing for the school we should support whenever we can. I didn't say that we are supposed to cos it's not a rule but it comes from the heart that we want to be grateful to the school so we want to do good things for the school by supporting the players, which will definitely make our t

As I was saying, I wanted to leave training at 6 but coach wanted me to do 5 twists so I ended up going home 30min later. But it was quite good so yay! However last night I slept 1/2hr later:(

Shucks the whole place smells like iron...Haha yesterday's first period: PE. oops I was really mean during the matches... But I think it's worse to not play at your best when the opponent is not as strong. It's kinda like looking down on others since you know she isn't as good so you purposefully play badly. Anw it's fun to play with pros though it's tiring. I haven't played with the pro yet and it's gonna be the next match but we're supposed to play at least 4 matches by Fri but I don't wanna exert myself too much 'cause of match on Wed and Thur. Talkin ' about match, yesterday during training JL made us block loads of balls due to the next match. At first I was able to block quite a few but the rest of the day they just got worse. I shall just see how it goes on Wed and I'll jump as high as I can!! Finally back to the present:) During curriculum time we had CME presentation. It was so fun and I'm so glad the class laughed whe

I did not write the post at 3.03am! It's goin bonkers.. I'm so hungry but dinner will only come in at least 1 hr's time. At least I know it's gonna taste great...CANADIAN PIZZA! No one wanted to order so it's actually our fault and the person we always relied on went out so when she came back it was already 8:35pm plus.. We're so slack about our projects: we haven't handed in budget proposal for sports science project, NOTHING for Chinese SIA . Whoops actually it's nothing 'cause we're gonna do somethin about them on Mon when we start school LATE:o I just got my first b'dae present today, even though my birthday is still 9days away:b They are SO CUTE. Or maybe I just like soft things:) Blue is a GREAT colour and I love DOGGIES:p Thanks JJ for the towels! B div comps seem very tough even though JL says that we are great or at least better than the rest. In previous comps I can feel myself improving but this year I think I'm deteriora

Lol I just realised there's no title but whatever...I'll just wait till I'm in the mood to change the skin...Oh man...I can't control my feelings...

OH MAN I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! But gym training today was much more disciplined as compared to the week before. Last night I ate Mee Sua with my date[LOL] but the person only gave us one coupon instead of 2. Then we went to play tennis. The lamest thing happened to me but even though my head hurt the ball still went over the net and PP lost.[haha] Today HCI was cutting trees and the trees looked so funny, just like those in Harry Potter. Then when I went to the bus stop and saw '170' tombaleh. Anyway during training I got back my 'cut' on the high bar and dismount was not as scary as before:) But my arms are totally useless or is it my brain??

Wrong. WIN. Correct. MY PHONE. But it's wrong as well 'cause it's at cck office. Oh man I do not like late comps at all...After all that studying and SPAs I've lost all the high for the day. I cannot wait anymore can you just give it to me?? Naughty naughty:p We'll be late you know!(Just releasing my 'anger') Yay we don't have to lug that big blue book back anymore! Today's LA lesson is quite fun just 'cause we tried to guess which passport is forged. YES I KNOW I'M LAME:P OMG this is super disorganised but I am anyway. I've just realised I've misunderstood a person who never existed, unless that person was me. The whole tube of muscle pain medicine mysteriously opened and every bit of the cream came out and stained everything in my bag. I think it's acidic 'cause the umbrella head got a teeny bit disfigured and the plastic on the outermost layer is super soft. Back to school, I think I'll ask for an extension for IH assig

This sleepy morning on the bus I saw someone who didn't know she was irritating another person. The someone seems to like her left side more than her right 'cause when the bus stopped and she slanted to the right she didn't continue that way but went back to her left. So the person kept lifting her arm which made the someone wake up. But she still went back to what she was doing. After comps I went for 3rd lang which was where I almost froze to death and it was for 2hrs!

I really really love spaghetti. Really but I dunno why it's not depleting as usual.

Today is really boo boo day. I'm not supposed to be so sleepy today! AMC took 75min and I missed out 36% of e qns. Then I was left with about 2hr plus of GYM. I think my legs love to wobble...so floor was quite horrible. First part of training was OK. At least it made me feel more assured for comps. There seems to be a traffic problem today... I couldn't wait to get home 'cause I was so tired and needed to eat badly. Again, I'm making CHOC ICE-CREAM but the timing is bad as it's gonna freeze for too long after I finish my dinner. Oops! Hope it still tastes nice:)

I just realised last night before where the buang ki miu smell was comin from. Someone spilled medication oil all over my fullscap! LOL I C.A.N.N.O.T archive my posts... Left about 1hr before school but still arrived late for school today and made people worried sick...How did PP know? Anyway LD gave us excuse 'cause of traffic jam, which I thought was totally invalid as we could have just went 1hr 30min before school but good that we were excused;) On the bus I heard someone say 'YES' when he saw the traffic jam:P Didn't get to finish experiments for lab...grr I better speed up. Gettin the job done is sometimes more important than gettin it right:P MT moved compre test from Wed to today but it's still good as there's one more thing off my back. I thought we were gonna miss math lesson 'cause of AMC but realised it was after school. I have no idea when it ends... I'm still malfunctioning during math lessons. whoops! Yay I LOVE PHYSICS LESSONS:p After AMC

Omg I think MT forgot about the quiz. So school became really slack...except for math. I can't get what MT was talkin about until I looked at the question again and again, which meant I missed the next part so I have to look and figure it out myself. Anyway I still couldn't so I got some help:p Durin CC we had to think of songs for CIP, which is so much more meaningful than the previous one, but ended up not choosing any. We didn't know whether to choose the English song 'cause even though it was meaningful we weren't sure the elderly would get it lol. Even though they could appreciate the tune I was thinking it was better to choose a Chinese song. O.o but it was fun and funny translating the song into Chinese. Actually it wasn't the song but my friend who translated it. She's cooooool...(: Training was ok... Couldn't really do anything well. Just OK. C div trained first so JL let us buy food. [yay! starvin man] C and I bought ice-cream and were afraid t

First period: PE I love this term's module, badminton. It's like I could play till my hands hurt but I'm still unconscious of it. Only when I stop playing then I can feel the lemon taste in my forearm. Today's meant to be slack day but during Chinese Lecture we had a quiz which I practically flunked...whoops... Later we have Bio Quiz. This week really is Quiz/Exam week. We're having AMC test, compre test and math epgy exam. Hmm...I think I'll just see how much I can remember:P

But dinner at 9 was so yummy. Evil H doesn't wanna go out again. All he wants is the computer but maybe I've misunderstood him since he was doing homework when we got home. Or was he?:b Now I wanna watch nonsensical Taiwanese dramas. So hilarious that you can laugh till you cry. Haiz.. I wanna exert some energy... Haiz

Nah today's not chiong day but I guess it soon will be around a month later? I was supposed to give tuition and I totally forgot!! I guess it's 'cause I changed the other student's time and she told me last min she couldn't make it. Went to aunt's house today to have lunch, as usual. Had cute little tangerines that are so sweet and lovely then had green bean soup. Wasn't really in the mood for green bean soup but still liked it:d Naughty nephews came and kept bugging me to play games on the computer. Was quite firm but still gave in a bit by showing them. They're quite easily contented 'cause I didn't let them touch the lappy but they were still excited. NNJJ made guinenggao which were yummy as well but I was already really full. Don't know why but I didn't feel like eating today. Normally I'm a pig. After aunty's house is Granny's house and I rode the bicycle. It was quite sunny so I perspirated quite a bit. I realized the bi

Watched too much TV last night so I woke up late in the end for gym... IRRITATING cos I have flag day at 1230 so I have to miss the end of gym. At least I did some giants that were still really bad=.= After the last one I got a bloody blister. I'm still scared and I just can't conquer any of my fears.. Maybe I'm too greedy and have too many wishes and one wish is followed by the next. After bars we went to vault and and I became a green-eyed monster but my frens were still great. 1st vault: smashed right on my face and hurt my ankle. I could feel myself moving far and turning reeeaaalllyy sllooowwly then bam. 2nd one was bad as well. I couldn't live with myself not being able to stand so I did one more before I left for flag day. AND I STOOD. But barely. Because I wanted to do one more, I reached the place late and started 16 min late. What is the purpose of forcing students to do this kinda thing, especially when we weren't even told who we were helping? I feel so

Tonight at 7.30 I met Nana 2(chair) at J8 for dinner. Was hoping so much that Hamy would come but he only finished vb at 8... He told me 7! O.o so Fri you end later huh! Grr... Anyway I went late [oops] but ate delicious Crystal Jade beef noodle and tofu and peanuts and roast pork!! Yummy, especially the mustard that almost made me cry, while HH really cried. Finally we got home and got changed for tennis. Pp didn't come down at first as he wanted to watch his Taiwanese drama but fell asleep so he got down at about 9.45. After playing a few games that I thought that were fun, funny, good yet lousy, I was starting to get tired and could feel the wind pinching my eyes. Hamy took over and I started juggling tennis balls. I rock at 3 so I tried to do 4 but died. Then I juggled 3 again but not in the air but bounced them on the ground then on the wall. It was fun once you got used to it:) Soon it became my turn again. Whoops actually I interfered the game myself and used the racket cov

Just read Aow See's blog and I kinda realise how boring mine is. Anyway it's okay 'cause I always SUCK at the Arts so I can never write essays, English or Chinese... Will blogging help??

I had been wanting to get my Discovery Channel Magazine but when I finally got it I didn't even touch it=.=

It was so disappointing. There was a moment my legs wobbled. How bad does that seem! Most of the balls I hit were all easy for the opponent to receive and maybe Jurong was so bored that they only watched till the middle of the second match. When I was playing at the back row, trying to receive the ball of the server, I had no idea what got over me and I used my WRIST to get the ball so obviously it dropped. Maybe I started playing better in the 3rd set but we shouldn't even have played till the 3rd set. Yes, 2nd set was horrible and when it was 23-23 I spiked into the net! I felt like a domino:(((