Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

I just realised how long I take to open up to people. For a while I always thought once I started talking to someone, I opened up. Because I always laugh (uncontrollably) at what they say or do. I really thought that meant I felt comfortable with them. But recently I've discovered laughing didn't mean anything. One, because I do that quite frequently, and two, because there are so many secrets that I don't share, even with my closest friends. Well, it could be a measure of how frequently I myself change- as in how I see a friend in being able to understand, keep a secret, etc, so that I feel safe enough to share a part of my vulnerability. At the moment I believe it is. That's why I see myself as an anti-social being. I do talk to people and care about my friends. BUT I don't hang out with them that much. I don't hug them that much. I don't console them as much as I should when they're not feeling fine. (maybe through sms/ social sites tho since I feel

to the end of working at K9 *sob sob*. Off on Mon & Wed so that means I'm working on Tues and Thurs for the very last time there (unless I do part time, which I really doubt I'll have time for...but we'll see how it goes!) I've been working since 8th Jan 2013 and I've learnt incredibly much in the 6 mths and made awesome cool friends:) My K9 harvest: 1. I know how to tell if food has gone bad. (Unless I'm sick and my nose is powerless. But there're still ways!) And I know how to store food. 2. I can open a 3kg coffee bean tin. (MUAHAHAHA SO STRONG) 3. I can do latte art. 4. I can frost cakes. 5. I can tell if food has been thoroughly cooked. 6. I can control stock. 7. I can handle the pressure when orders pile up. 8. I can communicate with my boss (LOL). 9. I've made friends with kiki & nana. (Y) 10. I've made friends with the customers' doggies^^. OMG I'll freaking miss K9 ): TTFN