Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

 I've been having trouble waking up and getting through my days recently, so much so that I felt today I must really pen my thoughts down because in the past when I felt demoralised or demotivated, writing all that crap down really helps me put things in perspective. Like when it's all still in your head, the issues in your life seem humongous, but once it's in ink, everything just seems smaller and more manageable. I think it's a cumulation of events that lead up to me feeling like this, but it started off with my eczema flaring up on both index fingers. I haven't had to deal with eczema for a long time because I have been rather careful with my diet. Every time when I realise that I'm eating more junk, I quickly cut down and spam smoothies and anti-inflammatory foods. Sometimes I don't get flare ups when I do this, sometimes I get minor flares. But for some reason this time the bubbles on my fingers were just not calming down as fast as I would like them t