Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

This was reported in the news or something? This very smart girl accused the not so smart people to be obstructing her future path or something along the lines ON HER BLOG. All written in computer ink. Too smart for her own good...So her scholarship was taken away and her father was requested to leave his position. I remember something that happened in pri 2. This guy wrote for the last part: if u're smart you should know what happened in the end! And so he got scolded by the teacher. Actually the reason y I think the teacher became so angry was cos he wanted her to read his mind. The compo is for the student's imagination, not the teacher's, unless u write it in a way that leads to an ambiguous ending. But how can: If you're SMART...sounds quite insulting. Lol I'm digressing too much... 

My stamina is like getting worse and worse...from sec 1 it was quite ok then sec2 onwards it started to deteriorate.  It's incomprehensible...but it's tolerable. hate it this way and it won't ever be successful but I think I can be ignorant of it. Sec 1s were punished again today. I reached at arnd 4.15pm cuz of EV. Missed my 4 by 4 cuz of that as well:( Really wanna do something cuz trng was like nothing... Was actually lookin forward to today cuz of trng but forgot that so many ppl will be having heats for csm. I didn't even do any drills:( I know it's kinda "rest time" for us since comps are just over but I don't think I need it especially when we're gonna rest for the first two weeks of june hols... I think the reason the sec 1s don't have the "robust character" is cuz of the seniors. Not that influential huh? We need louder peeps. Super soft when we're tired... And it's hard to be a leader nowadays...You've gotta know

I've finally gotten over it... And I've gotta have better time management during tests and pracs. I'm quite happy with how tuition is going. Hope she improves and can get into ny dsa. Just have to increase in speed and accuracy for the easy questions. Then move on to the harder and "cheatier" kinds. Yes I know it's supposed to be "tricky" but I find "cheatier" more appropriate though it's not even a word. But she still can't remember her formulas like volume=base area x height and she's quite weak at number sequence. But I can see she's getting better at them. Heard she won't get nervous so don't have to worry that something would happen during the exam like blanking out. Once we conquer this shall we conquer the harder ones? It's not as if she doesn't understand. Just that she isn't able to find the method. Must be more daring! Just try to see if it works. But NO TRIAL AN ERROR!!! PSLE is harder than sch

The realization is pathetic. Today was as slack as ytd...I feel like having CCA cuz I'm super high and have loads of energy to spare. But went home tgt with B and J. The energy shall be used for studying for tmr's physics test and do other homework...Teaching methods now must be really different from last time...or perhaps it's the person's individual way of learning. During LA the teacher talked to us about summary and gave us examples. I don't really like compre as compared to compo cos when the question asks for a simple answer, I give the "hidden meaning" while when the question asks for the hidden meaning, I write the answer but cancel it then write the literal answer. At least these kind of questions have around 2 points so I get 1 point most of the time. One of the points will somehow be correct...For summary I just underlined and scribbled the words to be changed all over the worksheet:) I made "chuqianyiding" for myself. It's sticky

It's only week 6...What do I have tomorrow anyway? I cannot wait for camp...but training will be tough during holidays. First 2 weeks, no volleyball, just gym, I guess?  Actually I wanted to do more pt today since there's no training tomorrow or on wednesday. Furthermore I'll be going for training later on Thur...

Tolerance is the key. Or indifference and ignorance is even better. I'm telling myself this cuz i feel the swelling in my heart. If I had never let go then most likely I wouldn't feel that hurt...and cuz i'm born in the year of the dog so I'm very very loyal. Anw I got some good things as well but when u think about it it isn't really that great. Maybe to others it is but to me it's like a one-sided thing. Why do things have to compromise?

I fell asleep while studying for IH last night at around 11.30 and woke up around 6.40 in the morning. So I asked my father to send me to school or I'll be late if I took bus. Wow the traffic jam was horrible but only for like short intervals. My definition of short here is 3-5min. But there were MANY intervals after the swift part. I couldn't finish the first question but at least I kinda finished the essay... Essays are fun to write but I can't write well... There're still 3 more to go: bio, physics and math. means 3 more weeks of exam. And we still have SPA tests. I like SPAs cos it's hands-on. MT didn't come so we chatted about family stuff etc. Then for recess we were supposed to find the website for our math SIA but I went for makan cos people were using the comp...So now we're supposed to be in class but [ haha ] nobody's here except me and I'm not researching either. For BIO I forgot to bring my notes. I didn't realise there was bio

Lol I'm supposed to be studying for IH. So I'm gonna do this briskly. We read this guy's writing and it's not bad I must say, handwriting and content. Haha can't write what really happened cos if he just happens to see this or his fren sees this we'll get into trouble. Haha at least if he sees this he'll know that he left his file at MOELC C3. I think my L actually knows him as they are in the same CCA and have combined camps. Almost wanted to call him to tell him that his file is with us.  OMG so embarrassing I can't believe I asked...NVM hope she doesn't tell...

TEST TMR...Haven't even touched my file. I can safely say that cos I brought the wrong file to school today. Instead of IH file I brought my LA file=.= Later I hav tuition and I'll reach home at arnd 9.45? Hope I can finish studying... We had compo test for Jap then Kanji test. Everytime I study for the matome quiz, the Kanji quiz comes out instead. But it's easier anyway so YAY. lol 5 marks only=.= Then we spent the next part of lesson discussing our project. Ms Endo saw our robot name and she didn't really show any reaction to it...Wonder if she's just concealing her laughter/ or anger. But she won't be angry cos she's a nice and tolerant teacher. She kept looking at me so I keep getting caught for talking...oops. I use Japanese sometimes ok! But we were laughing the whole time, learning a little Korean from D and Tamil from S. It was cool. Then we read this guy's... ...shall be continued...

I'm supposed to see Mr Chow...cos I wore fbt to PE. I think he finds it a waste of time as well. I just have the habit of plucking the thin blue cloth instead of the tough greyish blue one...so naturally even if I remember there's pe the next day I wouldn't rmb to wear ny pe pants. I saw my disastrous crystals just before lunch:( There's like only 1 person in class who really got big regular shaped ones. I thought we were supposed to get back our chem paper or at least go through the chem ws but in the end we were doing experiments. Fun though the chemicals were really stinky, with ENO as the exception. Math in the morn was ok but I have no idea what the parabola method is and I think I forgot to put "20"in front of the first term so I can't get any answer so everything went bonkers and 10 marks flew away...5rounds around the field then did throws. I can't really get the hang of throwing STRAIGHT. But it still flies in a PARABOLA. [no maybe it

Lol when I typed in the word "tue" for the title, the suggestion that was given by the comp was "the end".[=.=] First period was chem prac. Kind of a disaster cos I crushed all my crystals. But they were still a little shiny?? Second period was Bio. Then recess time! But my math research group stayed back for discussion. Discussion was CRAZY, as in I'm referring to the ideas. LA lecture we watched part of "huozhe". High standard:) But it's banned in China as it is kind of a satire, saying that after the communists took over the country, the people had no say in anything. Rmb: KMT are the nationalists, Reds are the communists. KMT lost and escaped to TW (Ah Bi). Now it's not the leading party.(Ma Ying Jiu's party is the 1)[LOL] Just being random...Then CME:) My class quite likes this teacher but I still don't know her name... OOPS! I'd better find out. We talked about respect. That even thought the westerners are more open-minded the

Everyone comes from different family backgrounds. In my class there are PRC scholars and Indonesian scholars besides our Singaporeans. Diversity results in different values. The Chinese especially emphasize on respect. I'm not so sure about Indonesians, Vietnamese. Singaporeans, on the other hand, are of mixed people. Thus different people of Singapore have different values so sometimes it's really hard to know what other ppl with diff family background are thinking. Actually it's more of understanding how they think. There's a place in the world where the people, the youngest being 5/6, slash themselves for their religion. When we see these occurrences shown on tv, most people won't be able to accept it. Like how on earth do they let themselves do that? how on earth can they tolerate the pain? Actually it's all in the mind. The values and all. We can't really blame them but it is polite for one another to respect one another's way of life. An example ca

WHY IS IT THIS HOT??? o.0 I've been bloggin really frequently recently. After tuition I went to kk's house for lunch. I love tofu man...whether it's steamed or fried it's equally delicious with the beany milky taste. Kept listening to S's sweet singing voice. Aww... Later I went to g's for tea break. She was sleeping when we reached. She seems quite happy but she was really tired she literally couldn't open her eyes. Ate goreng pisang and spring roll then washed them down with chinese tea. Long time ago we would drink tea, g, Z and H, together on the platform outside the house. Now the platform is filled with stuff so there's no where to sit except for one chair just beside the door. When it was time to go due to everyone being so sleepy and groggy in the heat, g wanted me to stay and she would teach me how to do my homework. Yes I actually told her I had homework to do so we had to go home and it's true anyway. I wasn't being sarcastic in the se

I've been having a headache for the whole day. Must be the heat... Didn't realise it's alr 930...Time really flies, like a cute little peregrine falcon. I still rmb what it looks like in my pri sch textbook, gliding past the page like it's diving horizontally. Had trng in the morning. I practically did nothing except da fang with Y and a bit of pt. I can't even say it's a bit cos it's only fuji so it's just one measly pt. A bit sounds like doing everything but just really little of each. After training I went to TP to eat lunch. This week's different. Normally I eat with C, S, T, Y etc but cos of csc comp went to eat with csc teammates. Can't believe I went home twice to get my stuff... First time was supposed to be the last time but I ended up taking things out of my bag and forgetting to put the impt thing in so walked all the way back home to take them.[=.=] After match we took the cab to J8 and the guys realised the ball bag was left in the c

FREE PERIOD NOW!! I just passed Bio quiz:( evil worksheet...[haha] We're supposed to bring our photos and a cup noodles cup for our angel-mortal mail box but so many ppl didn't bring, of which I am one of them, so MT became a little exasperated. Guess her angel has written to her alr as I saw her holding an angel letter-like thing. We went to the comp lab for math today. Finished my physics prac there. OH I just realised I have to go for a make-up prac I missed, last week? Week before the last? Yes I felt a tinge of irritation or maybe I'm too sensitive. Guess I was quite rude cos when he came to help me during the prac I didn't look at him...oops. During clc Y told the whole class that I cannot be an official cos I have untidy handwriting. [lol] She was actually talking about Cao Cao's poems so she went on to give us further background info on the way of life then. Later I'm going for gym with J. Wonder what time she'll be done with her meeting. I'm lea

Chem test was a disaster. I forgot all about the last page...oops. I shouldn't have plucked it out. The periodic table wasn't even used... Therefore I've decided to enjoy sec 3 classes instead of muggin so hard. As long as I understand and REMEMBER. Hehe...Is that possible anyway? Ok I'm talking rot...I'm super high today and I don't know why...I just know I'm loving school more and more!!! Our newly integrated angel-mortal is kind of a bloop. Maybe cos we know one another too well already so it's really easy to guess who's who. It was actually introduced by MT and she's in it too. Aiya we should include the other teachers too. LOL I also think my mortal noes who's writing to her alr... Yesterday was a really FUN day. I love my 3rd lang class and my 3rd lang project group. We have decided on our product name and it is "komiki doen"! L came up with the name. However next week we have a few tests: common test which is sakubun (compo)

Today seems like a few days merged into 1. School started with chem prac. Guess she got used to us going late all the time...Actually today's morning assembly was quite long so it felt quite rushed. Everything today went SUPER SLOWLY... I even thought recess was lunch time...but MT didn't come so I finished a few 3rd language worksheets during that free period:) CLC was ok. Quite happy with my compo results though 5 marks were deducted cause of 'cuo bie zi'. Physics was cool. Guess I'm motivated by my grades... HAHA teddy bear! LOL AND FINALLY assembly! LOL we're late again...and I just saw a laminated piece of paper on our classroom door that says "most punctual class". LOL. And I was late once for school too.  For CCA we had to do pt relay. I really must work on my arms. Just a few pulls and I go soft:( But our group won anyway. The next game is the 3 legged race. Sad that our string became rubbish and we lost too. Then we had to clear the gym and me

I'm sad about 3 things-->innovate, sacrifice*, lost I'm surprised about something-->retort I'm confused at one super lame thing=.= Really it's so dumb that I don't even know why I'm feeling it...-->invite And there's one more I don't wanna talk about-->The Common Topic Is sec 3 supposed to be like this? LOL I have no idea what to do... Or there's just nothing to do... most busy...least busy Sec 1>Sec 2(except comp day )>Sec 3. But this is NOT right in terms of the most panicky thing for us. Actually the first 2 parts is correct, while the last part is just a theorem...or an already proven wrong theorem. Next time when I read this post, bet a million diamonds that I won't remember what the real meaning of this is all about. Never mind. Now back to something that needs no hiding. It's extremely weird that Jl is calling me by my christian name now. Eeww...pls change back!  I have a love-hate relationship with a friend who has a

Actually I really wanna talk about it here but I just can't. Maybe when things settle down and it's all taken shape I shall say... I really hope my dip in grades are really paying for everything that's happened recently... So that once everything's over my grades will rise back to normal [or even better:p] and also for everything to really form itself in this period of time. Anyway, I shall just try my best even though it's really teary... IH had been postponed. Is that good or bad? [=.=] Time flies really quickly. Next year my batch is gonna be the eldest. It's gonna be a tough job lookin after the juniors especially when idols have crossed the bridge. They may not have the motivation to play properly and I'm so afraid they do not care whether or not they produce results but there's no one to blame cuz V may not really be their passion. I think my passion works like this: I do not wanna giv anything up cuz I've learnt it for such a long period of ti