to B

HAHA I decided to write a post specially to u cuz I think I'm gonna crap a lot and I don't wanna spam ur tagboard:p

FIRSTLY, thx for ur JIAYOUs and confidence in me:p It really helps no matter what.

I think I was watching u're my destiny or smth. Old show but my mom wanted to watch so she bought it and I watched with her..

LOL do u knw my group has t kinda redo our IH SIA cuz our scope is too wide? Haha at least MK's givin us an extension till end of feb:) But it's good in a way cuz I learnt that there's no way to measure smth with such a wide scope, unless there's lots of time:) HAHAHA I FINALLY UNDERSTAND Y SCOPE IS IMPT. I'M SO NOOB... Like for my case we're doin on globalization's impact on India but India has so many states and there are so many industries so it's really not appropriate to compare the general impacts. So generally our report's not specific enough>.<

LOL u like instant noodles? I hate them... If I'm hungry at night i just eat cereal. Not that it's healthier but it tastes nicer to me haha. And it's less trouble. But I know cooking is quite fun too:p

yay my mortal replied me too but she hasn't replied my 2nd letter.

Oh yeah can u take note of the homework when I'm not arnd cuz u know... And collect my worksheets. U can put them under my desk.

Seeya tmr!
`TTFN~

YAY!!!

Great day at granny's house:p Granny is so well now. I wonder if she took her medicine or she just didn't wanna so she's well now. But since she's well it's good!

Ate good food. + yummy soya bean milk. Wasn't too sweet and the texture was just nice.

H has exam tmr so shan't disturb him... YAYYAYYAY I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR!!!!!!!!!

TTFN~

Disappointment

Today's trng was so horrible. I couldn't spike well at all. I NEED TO DO MORE PT. MY PT IS SO LOUSY NOW... LOUSY LOUSY LOUSY LIKE CRAZY:( mayb do three hundred pushups and sit ups later. And I hav so little chance to practise spiking. actually i think all the trainings now are horrible.

MON IS MATCH ALR!!! I NEED TO BUCK UP MAN... WE NEED TO PING LIKE CRAZY. COMPARED TO US, THE OPPONENT IS SO MUCH BETTER AT AT PINGING. THEIR STAMINA IS LIKE SO MUCH BETTER...BUT NO MORE TIME TO TRAIN:( NID GOOD LIN CHANG BIAO XIAN.

That's how disappointed i am. Do u get it? //

ttfn!

tsk tsk tsk

so fast alr back out? haiz...

I can't believe she can sacrifice the match just cuz of that. If JL put her there and she doesn't perform well it'll also b her fault. And if JL asks her to go on court and she doesn't want it's also making everyone's life more tiring cuz she doesn't listen t jl.

If she hadn't been so proud to say that cuz she didn't play much for e 2nd match so the score for the 2nd match wasn't as good as e first, I wouldn't hav said that either.

N E way she possibly thinks that anything she does won't make me happy. Don't play match play match also criticize. Well if she trains properly and doesn't cause so much trouble for JL she probably wouldn't b criticized so much. See, if she trains properly, she'll do better during comps and any mistake won't b blamed on her being mischievous during trng. But cuz she doesn't train properly, her mistakes would b blamed on her being mischievous durin trng. If she trained properly and respected ppl, would I hav so much to say?

Don't use ur knee to think

TTFN!:)

pain in e eye

there is a pain in my left eye so my morn was a little screwed cuz of that. But e afternoon changed everythin;) And the night was/ is equally good:p

It's not a very nice thing to spell someone's name wrongly, do u know that? Oh I forgot. It's a totally diff thing if u do it on purpose.

YAY I'm so glad c div won today. I still believed yall could do it despite e distraction. Actually yall possibly could get 7-25, 10-25. What a pity, it would look much nicer:) hahahahaha...

WOW:)

Guess what's the wow abt! I made A angry. what a great day:) Who asked her to 惹 me. In the morning also KEEP banging into me on purpose. PLUS it was FROM THE BACK. If she did it to me from the front I wouldn't say anything cuz I would have seen it coming so not defending myself would be my fault. That's a problem if she keeps doing that right? If I don't solve the problem myself she'll come after me again. Get it? I'll make her know what's it like to "have fun" with me. Come on man u flirty ****:p PLUS if she writes anything bad abt me u know what'll happen. She should know what'll happen. PLUS anything that happens to my friends like what she did to J she should know better. PPL guess what she did to poor J. She asked J to take her heavy bag for her. Is J her maid? Can't A carry her own stuff? Then guess what. She told J that she would pay her 10 bucks for carrying her bag. GOOD JOB J U DID THE RIGHT THING.

U wanna play with me? It's really fun if u're up to it!:)

Looking forward to tmr:) Jia You C div. Don't let A affect u! U know u can do it! So long as 13 points doesn't throw away too many points.

TTFN!

COMPETITION

Luckily the start is easy. MUST MUST MUST TRAIN!!! My LING CHANG BIAO XIAN is so bad! JIA YOU!!! everyone JIA YOU!!!

PLUS I always get so hungry during comps...So little time to eat...Make the bus come so early then we w8 there for more than an hour...except for today cuz the juniors comps is just b4 ours so we must as well take the same bus. LOL next time I'll just DA BAO. Solve all my dumb problems..

JIA YOU JUNIORS!!! PIN DAO DI!!!

TTFN

Lunch

I'm gona have lunch with new sec 1s soon, to brief them on some stuff and just kinda bond with them. Anyone wanna join me? It has to be on a Wed cuz u know y right? haha... I think it's important we should do it in case they follow A's footsteps. :p

I didn't mean to be high today and I even thought I wasn't high, but MY said I'm different and her reason was cuz it was a Fri. HAHA YES I LOVE FRIs but not cuz it's e end of the sch week. YAY YAY YAY<3<3<3

TTFN

Kranji War Memorial

I can't believe I almost cried. But it really is touching, all the war stories...That's y history is so interesting, though of course no one wants any of those terrible things to happen ever again. Unless that person's sick in the head. We got a souvenir, which is the surrender instrument the Japanese and British signed, where Japanese is the surrenderer. Then, I went for Japanese class. What an irony isn't it? But I don't think so because those war sacrifices and tortures are all in the past. It's wrong to hold grudges. It's a total different generation and the people are different. What? Do you expect the Japanese to be disloyal to their country and fight for Singapore? The hate for Japan seems stronger than the hate for British. Who's really to blame? Everyone was fighting at that time anw. It's WORLD war. If the defense isn't strong, the blame can't be put on the other side. The blame is going in the wrong direction. It's like as the saying goes, a poor shoe maker only blames his tools. Tsk...

LOL enough of that.

~TTFN!

YAY:)

HAHA I just got my earliest b'dae present. Lol N lost this year cuz usually my first prezzie is from N. AND I JUST GOT MY NEW GUITAR. Quite resonant and the feel is nice. At least it's a lot nicer than the two other guitars at home=.=

I heard irritating comments from H. I really don't wanna agree with the comment but...NONONONONONONO!!! I'm gonna 拼死拼活！

And I don't know y this person is so irritating. I can't believe there are people like that there. It's like in m's ex place where e people are so mean and ignorant. 真是没自知之明！嗨哟！Must be patient. NEED to tolerate the nonsense... [lol I think I'm a super mean person myself=.= But at least I won't betray my friends.] I really don't understand what made that person say that kind of things.

Anw I don't know why I'm wasting my time to think of such things...SO I'm going back to watching my K drama. HAHA

~TTFN~

p.s. I really hope my mortal doesn't DAO me!:P

=.=lll

OMG I'm like so free now=.= Watching Korean drama with my mom all day...Gambling with cousins and aunts...Now that I only hav one cca...And pt on tues ends at 5.30. Hahahaha so I enrolled myself in a new class. Guess what it is. HAHAHAHA:p It's on Fri, which fills up the empty space. O.o I'm so happy. i wonder what it'll b like!

Oh btw I've quit violin lessons too. That's y i'm like totally free. I actually wanna take dip but I'm not gona do it this year. and I'm planning t do it on my own. Do u think I can do it? ;)

The only thing I'm wondering abt now is when I can train for high jump. Gonna work harder for pt!!! After I had stopped goin for gym trngs, I realized I'm really weak:( After doin calf muscle drills, I'll get muscle aches the next day. Anw, if I do my pt properly, I'll probably do better for vb comps and pick up high jump more easily.

LOL so many ambitions for JC too! Hope I'll b disciplined enough to get what I want!

K I'm gonna continue watching k drama.

TTFN!~

Hmm...

Sometimes we just need to observe the noise. It doesn't matter who's right, who's wrong. It's like watching just for laughs, just that there's no tv screen to hide your laughter. So you have to control the surge of wind rushing through the wind pipe.

HAHAHAHAHA...

Tmr C div is competing. I hope they play as a team. JIAYOU!

Today I spent my day with N<3 And we played four coloured cards. But we only played for 1hr. And no $$.

`TTFN~

NO

We probably don't fit together. BUT I won't waste my time.

Do U understand why I wrote "BUT"? Don't think u do.

I like being ambiguous cuz I don't want you to know what I'm writing about. That's the point of it all. I love that feeling. It's a diary after all.

TTFN

嗨哟！

我真的对自己感到很失望。数学测验做成一团糟，生物学实验不能在时间内完成，做作文也不知在写什么，还不能在40分钟内完成。希望以后我会做得更好，不被这些挫折打倒。我们要百折不挠，持之以恒:p
lol so few words it seems...

Sunday

LOL I pressed enter and the post got published! :p

Anw I had a great SUNDAY!!! Even tho I "lost" $25++ cuz I gave away a mahjong tile cuz I was abt to call so I lost $12.80. Then my cousin 自摸 so we ALL had to pay $12.80=.= Earned just that little and lost even more=.=

Today is vb comps. Couldn't really exert any strength.. Hope it's not like that for the next matches! T bought chocs for all of us:) Tue there's no pt for b div. Which is GOOD for me. HAHA...Shall go somewhere first b4 goin home to get my R&R done. Or I can just do it there. Yup mayb I'll do it there:p

HAHA I just saw u today but I miss u guys.

TTFN!!!

NEXT WEEK!

Comps strts next week! And I get really excited during trng:p hahahaha

I've been resisting the urge to blog last few days or weeks? Not cuz of sch work but cuz there was smth I didn't wanna write abt. So not blogging means there's no chance to write about it. But actually that thing has ended yet so by right, according to my weird logic, I shouldn't b blogging. But I had nothing else to do so whatever. And I also wanted to mention somethin too:p

That I went to pierce my ears with J. J only pierced one side. It was a little painful but just as expected. Like an injection. EXACTLY... So probably if I pierced the cartilage it would feel like the p6 injection that went all the way in and felt as though the it touched the bone. It wasn't scary for the first ear but scary for e second cuz the click the gun made was quite loud. So for e first ear I didn't expect e click so it wasn't scary but for e next ear I expected it so I was kinda shaky... It's not cuz of the pain but rather the imagination of the earring going in [and yes still cuz of e pain it could cause]. But after it's over u realize it's not painful=.= It's e imagination that's scary...It's like when you don't know what to expect, you won't really feel anything...

Haha F speaks Japanese so I can speak to her in Japanese now haha...so cool...

Physics was quite funny cuz the we found out that the teacher is very scared of stilettos.

Oh and we celebrated J's birthday today. HAHA TOTAL SURPRISE GOOD JOB SEC 3s! BUT U MADE Y SAD HAHAH... CAKE WAS NICE BUT I GOT A LITTLE NAUSEOUS CUZ OF E CREAM... SEC 3s R VERY GOOD. CONSENT FORMS ALL IN, ALWAYS SO PREPARED. HAHA...HOPE U DO WELL IN COMPS TOO!!!

Classmates and I also celebrated J's birthday. GOSH J IS SO DARING:p QUITE WEIRD BUT FUN!!! IT'S GOOD THAT U'RE URSELF.

HAHA C doesn't wanna accept MT on fb o.O

~TTFN`

Hiccup!

OH NO I had too much... That's y my mom only puts a little with her orange juice. I put TOOOOOO much:p I don't think it was that strong but I felt a little dizzy after drinking it and now I have really STRONG hiccups! LOL!

Anw I've been sleepin really early these few days... Arnd 11. Which is early cuz normally I sleep at 12 or 1. U see, I like to watch tv and the 'nicer' shows are always so late. There's this Taiwanese show from 11-12 so when I watch it I'll end up sleeping at 1 cuz I'll slack around then brush my teeth. By the time I'm deep in sleep it's alr 1. haha...

I have loads of Japanese hw to do. OMG it's O level year and I'd better buck up if I ever wanna get an A=.= See I don't even think I can get an A1. I've been missing so many lessons cuz of vb comps. I'll probably miss e first five weeks cuz of vb comps this year! And IF we get into nats it'll be even more... And language is something that can't be learnt on your own. We need to speak more using the foreign language! I'm trying now but I'm really really bad so PLEASE don't scold me for saying the wrong things!

I'm goin for WSC auditions tmr, tgt with B. Of course there'll b other ppl but I don't know them. But I heard it's HARD to get in cuz they've reduced the no of spots from 9 to 5... I'll try my VERY BEST. Anw I hav nothing to lose. If I try my best I won't have anything to regret about anw:p And it could be good cuz I wanna be able to compete in my vb comps (if they ever class but really REALLY REALLY hope they won't!) Wonder what topic MK will give.. And I'll be late for Japanese lessons again!!! ARGH!!! Hope it won't drag on for too long! HAhA it'll give me the chance to try to explain to sensei y I was late. But I guess I won't need to or I'll disrupt the class=.=

OH and we're hoping we can go to shanghai for vb trip! OMG SO COOL!

HAHA don't think I'm that drunk judging by the looks of my ranting above! I almost wanted to sign off but realized I forgot to RANT abt something else.

I can't believe I'm alr sec 4! And I've been thinking abt what I really wanna do in life. So it really had a great impact on me when someone I know told me abt what he wanted to do in life. :):):) I hope I don't change my mind anymore abt what I wanna be cuz I think what I wanna be now is something that's so interesting and meaningful... Don't know abt the eco-friendly part... Shall think abt how to solve that aspect next time:P Cus what I wanna do isn't that eco-friendly if you really think abt it:p But it's definitely meaningful for EVERYONE. HEHE it's a SECRET! those who know don't tell anyone!

SO that's really all that I have for today! `TTFN~!

HIGH

It's IH lesson now hahaha...
And I'm super high.
I finally have A's lifejournal add.
So now I don't know what else to do...


OH! I KNOW! Let's go to fb!:p

~TTFN`

CCA trials etc

WOW the first week of sch has passed so fast! Funny I didn't write abt cca trials, or I probably didn't even write this week. Yeah I did write but cca trials hadn't started then. Anw, I went t help out at gym try outs mostly, as a translator. Oh NOW I RMB I did write about it! oh then I shall right about the cheering session. I can rmb most of e cheers now. YAY. wonder when I'll use them again. cuz we'll b quite busy during the competition period so may not b able to go attend other cca's competitions. But we can adapt the cheers for future use, when we're not in NY any more. I'll definitely go back to help out, like for trngs and other stuff. Unless smth crops up and I really can't go.
This batch's sec 1s are quite shy. Normally at the start of sec one when our class is called we'll scream and cheer like crazy. But this year's sec 1s... Some classes do but most don't. Anw I went late for bio class after e sec 1 cheering comp cuz I really forgot that it wasn't our lunch. It was sec 1's lunch~.~ so MT made me write the ans on e board as punishment. Never did she know I LOVE writing on e board. In pri 5 and 6 the teacher always made me write ans from teacher's ans sheet for math daily ws on e board. She knows I like it so she let me haha. Then there was once when I got full marks for some test, everyone started saying that I got full marks cuz I get to see e ans sheets. HAHA:p Too bad I missed class chalet last year cuz of some cca or smth. Can't rmb... Shall w8 for this year's class chalet. Hope I can go!
We had Bel elections and 2 exco members are from 401! COOL HUH! JIAYOU, tho I dun think u guys come t my blog lol=.=
Got some stuff to do this week...Such as physics proposal and Japanese. And not-school stuff.
Went to C's house to cut kidney. Yay I didn't touch it at all cuz C cut it. I told her we could use a plastic bag to protect our hands but she forgot hehe...or she probably didn't hear. Of course the plastic bag isn't needed when someone wants to cook pig's kidney and needs to cut it but this time cuz it's super smelly since I brought it to sch in e morn and it has been out of e fridge till afternoon. Smells like fart... HAHA. C do u dare t eat pig's kidney anymore? I hate the taste anw so it didn't affect me.
Just came back from violin class. Class was good.. Now I hav to do piano fugue analysis. Anyone have fugue pieces to lend me?

Gone

The Gym B div may not be competing this year. Shan't explain. I'm kinda sad cuz it's my last year to compete in gym comps. But last year's was quite good so I'm still feeling fine. So now I'll concentrate on vb.

Today's the first day of Japanese lessons and the teacher is so cool. It's good that she forces us to use japanese cuz I'm really bad at it and the forcing will give me more chances to speak up. Wow the jump from sec 3 to 4 japanese seems quite big! But I'm really really interested in language now, cuz of my trip to korea where I read loads of korean words. The feeling of being able to read e words and sometimes understand is SOO GREAT. It's like ecstasy. Haha...

Anw I have been missing lessons these few days cuz of CCA exhibition and sec 1 cheering session. I wonder what time e sec 1 cheering comp is on fri. It's probably in e email i received so I'll check tmr.[cuz it's so late now!] I wanted to sleep earlier but was watching this taiwanese drama that my pop always watches. It's really political and cool in a way but I doubt it really happens in real life. Well u nvr know!

Comps may start next week and I will miss MORE lessons...Shan't think abt it now. Take one step at a time...My calves are really aching from tue's pt... I couldn't even straighten my legs.

Oh back to cca exhibition. I'm like the translator cuz some of e sec ones don't know how to say their cca in chi. OH I learned what netball is in chi. =,= haha...What is st john? Oh and e sec ones keep mishearing what my coach asks them. She wanted to know what their pri sch cca was but most of them say they don't know. U know why? cuz the coach speaks chinese and she says 你小学什么cca but they hear it as 你想学什么cca. HAHA then some of them strt listing out their first choices, second choices...

I'm totally incoherent. Now I'm goin back to sec 1 cheering session. We were probably goin too fast so the sec 1s couldn't get the rhythm of e cheers. That means they kept quiet. But the shorter cheers were good. But there was only one short one.[12 words] I can't rmb how we learnt the cheers in sec 1. Can't rmb if e SLs slowed down e first time or we were super.[cuz i rmb we got e rhythm] But I don't think it's really effective to teach them so many cheers cuz until now I can only rmb 1 or 2=.= Hope durin e competition they somehow get it. AND we cheered in the AUDI=.= probably cuz they were taught that they're not supposed to cheer in e audi so they started clapping louder than they were cheering. But there were still some more daring ones. Tho i think a lot less than the previous batches:( tsk tsk...

I'm goin to bed. Goodnight:p

SCH!

WOW it's th first day of sch and I'm super high. I must hav been acting like a total idiot this morn cuz of the ecstasy feeling..

Things that I learned on e first day of sch:

1) I hav vb trng on tue as well. This means I can only go for gym trng once a week=.= No choice but to do loads of pt...

2) Comps may strt next week. M I ready? HAHAHAHA... We all know. But what can we do?
Just don't stress out and probably go play during break.

3) recess is staggered, like crazy. Every level has their own break, except on wed. Not affected anw...

These are all e things I recall.

Tmr I'm gonna help out for gym tryouts! that means I'm missing class from 7.45-11 [I think].

I wanna b class monitress or activity rep:p In my 4 years of NY I've nvr taken any class committee position.. But if I can't then too bad:o At least I can try. MT said anyone who doesn't hav a leadership position will hav first priority. And the class may let P stay as monitress since they get extra points. But she's head of her cca so I dun think she'll mind hehe.

~TTFN!`

P.S I love my christmas present I got from borders ytd.

Weird

Somehow the day seemed quite fruitful, even tho I hadn't finished 3 of my R&Rs and the rewrite of my EOY essay. AND my chem ws=.=

And there are still other stuff that I have to do b4 4th Jan 2010=.=

Hope I can get them done by tmr:)

4 essays? haha.......

TTFN!

P.S. I miss Korea!<3

A post in a million years

Haha...
Ok I'm gonna admit I'm a genius. CAN U BELIEVE IT? I fall sick during the hols=.= My friends, u don't see me missing from sch right? The last time I fell sick was also during the last one week hol...

BUT I DID have a GREAT VACATION! LOL notice I use "vacation" instead of holiday. Went to korea for 7 days (5 nights actually). Followed the tour group which was really nice. Not cuz of the ppl, cuz they were quite shy even when I kinda tried to talk to them, but cuz of the tour guide. GOD he was so funny...He has loads of stories to tell and tho he's from a traditional family, he has a "naughty" side. Besides smoking, he rides a motorbike, has 2 piercings (acceptable), a tattoo on his chest (acceptable) and fights (the only thing he admits is his weakness). But he's really knowledgeable. He's from korea's second best uni! Second best really means second best (in terms of marks)- out of 300, u need to get at least 290 to get into the first best uni, 280 to get into the second best and so on.)

Don't wanna say so much abt the place cuz it's better to experience it urself. But it was really cold in the mountains. VERY VERY COLD. And we experienced snow 2 times [once on christmas day:)] and once more while on the plane. So in a way it's 3 times in total. REally dry in the hotel:( So on the last night my throat couldn't take it anymore and became quite sore..

I didn't really get to play much at the 2 theme parks. 1. cuz it was really cold at everland. 2. cuz my bro and mom didn't dare sit on the scary rides...but we did sit on the french revolution (rollercoaster) and viking (there's a proper name that I can't rmb) at lotteworld where it was indoors so it's less cold. It was too cold at everland so they closed down the rollercoasters. But I heard that they turned them on again, except the scariest one.

The food was ok...cuz it's probably for tourists and not the exact thing that they eat. I'd really like to try the real thing! Love korean food..u know the kimchi and sticky rice and soup?:)

The ppl there dress really nicely. It would be cool to buy clothes from korea in summer.

HAHA pics will soon be on facebook! I've actually uploaded those that I took. Mom will upload those she took.

OH NO!

OH NO OH NO OH NO!!!! Tmr's the christmas dinner and I haven't gotten my christmas present ready!!! ARGH! HOW HOW HOW??? gonna burn the midnight oil tonight...I LOVE CHRISTMAS MAN! It's like the best time to show ur LOVE. Kinda like valentine's day. But valentine's day is not really a holiday so it's not really as good. HAHAHA.

OH and =.= I have $0.47 SGD in my paypal account. Earned $0.35 USD by writing a SHORT review so when they converted it it became 0.47 cents. HAHA=.= Really =.= cuz m wanted to do it too but was short of a blog...=.= just cuz of the 0.47 cents??? LOL...

K I'd better stop here or I'll nvr finish with my prezzie!

<3 TTFN`~

To Celene

Hey just ignore A. She's alr pushed our limits (in a bad way of course, in case she misinterprets).
Just concentrate on trng

Hw

I think I'd better look at all the homework + stuff I've gotta do OR I'LL NEVER FINISH=.=

Chem . 6 R & R . Essay Redo . IH SIA (consultation qn, more research, letter [A's part] . CHI SIA (++last qn, research on effect of friends, probably education since statistically the weights are close, suggestions, conclusion) . Math

+

Christmas prezzies

<`TTFN~ >

Gym

TRNG TMR! Oh No...I'm so scared of the beam...more scared of the beam than of the PT... ARGHHHH!!! SCARED SCARED SCARED:( HOW TO CONQUER MY FEAR??? I actually can do it but I'm so scared...so I waste a lot of time...not that I want to.. And after I come back from Korea I think I'm gonna be even more afraid:( Doing more is the solution. Yes, but OMG the FEAR!
SEAGAMES is cool... swimming's on TV now. It's so cool that the swimmers can glide so far! Swimming is actually quite tiring if u do it fast enough. When I grow up and stop exercising (vigorous exercise I mean) I shall swim:p U know shopping is good too...but I'll spend a lot of money...and probably not lose a lot of weight:p The reason I'm thinkin abt all these stuff is cause I have a feeling I'll grow fat when I'm older if I don't exercise. My frame is considered quite huge:o Even now, when I'm exercising QUITE vigorously, I still haven't regained the abs I'd lost during the EOY period>:( Evil EOYs...Lol I'm STILL talkin abt EOYs! o.O
TTFN

Princess and the Frog

Haha it's quite a nice movie:p Went to Cineleisure to watch it today. There was one part I was totally SLOW...-->I didn't realize what the 2nd star was=.=
Anw before watchin the movie I got a new pair of shoes, but not using my money:o
Oh my...I ate so much for lunch that I had to force my dinner down...
<3 "TTfN" <3

LOL FCUK... French Connection United Kingdom

Free Press Release

Hey I came across this website called Free Press Release.
I think it's a google search engine which recommends websites based on the viewer ratings (meaning the higher the viewer ratings, the higher it will appear on the page). Quite useful...

Sry...

I've been acting totally idiotically these days:( I thought after letting it out here I'd b fine but obviously...and I hate crying in front of so many ppl...
And I'm so sry Y for pushin u away when u tried to comfort me... U're like so nice and funny and frendly and I hate I don't have the courage to say sry to u in person... There's like nothing wrong with u guys but I had to act totally pms... really sucks...