Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

I'm gona have lunch with new sec 1s soon, to brief them on some stuff and just kinda bond with them. Anyone wanna join me? It has to be on a Wed cuz u know y right? haha... I think it's important we should do it in case they follow A's footsteps. :p I didn't mean to be high today and I even thought I wasn't high, but MY said I'm different and her reason was cuz it was a Fri. HAHA YES I LOVE FRIs but not cuz it's e end of the sch week. YAY YAY YAY<3<3<3 TTFN

I can't believe I almost cried. But it really is touching, all the war stories...That's y history is so interesting, though of course no one wants any of those terrible things to happen ever again. Unless that person's sick in the head. We got a souvenir, which is the surrender instrument the Japanese and British signed, where Japanese is the surrenderer. Then, I went for Japanese class. What an irony isn't it? But I don't think so because those war sacrifices and tortures are all in the past. It's wrong to hold grudges. It's a total different generation and the people are different. What? Do you expect the Japanese to be disloyal to their country and fight for Singapore? The hate for Japan seems stronger than the hate for British. Who's really to blame? Everyone was fighting at that time anw. It's WORLD war. If the defense isn't strong, the blame can't be put on the other side. The blame is going in the wrong direction. It's like as the

HAHA I just got my earliest b'dae present. Lol N lost this year cuz usually my first prezzie is from N. AND I JUST GOT MY NEW GUITAR. Quite resonant and the feel is nice. At least it's a lot nicer than the two other guitars at home=.= I heard irritating comments from H. I really don't wanna agree with the comment but...NONONONONONONO!!! I'm gonna 拼死拼活！ And I don't know y this person is so irritating. I can't believe there are people like that there. It's like in m's ex place where e people are so mean and ignorant. 真是没自知之明！嗨哟！Must be patient. NEED to tolerate the nonsense... [lol I think I'm a super mean person myself=.= But at least I won't betray my friends.] I really don't understand what made that person say that kind of things. Anw I don't know why I'm wasting my time to think of such things...SO I'm going back to watching my K drama. HAHA ~TTFN~ p.s. I really hope my mortal doesn't DAO me!:P

OMG I'm like so free now=.= Watching Korean drama with my mom all day...Gambling with cousins and aunts...Now that I only hav one cca...And pt on tues ends at 5.30. Hahahaha so I enrolled myself in a new class. Guess what it is. HAHAHAHA:p It's on Fri, which fills up the empty space. O.o I'm so happy. i wonder what it'll b like! Oh btw I've quit violin lessons too. That's y i'm like totally free. I actually wanna take dip but I'm not gona do it this year. and I'm planning t do it on my own. Do u think I can do it? ;) The only thing I'm wondering abt now is when I can train for high jump. Gonna work harder for pt!!! After I had stopped goin for gym trngs, I realized I'm really weak:( After doin calf muscle drills, I'll get muscle aches the next day. Anw, if I do my pt properly, I'll probably do better for vb comps and pick up high jump more easily. LOL so many ambitions for JC too! Hope I'll b disciplined enough to get what I want!

Sometimes we just need to observe the noise. It doesn't matter who's right, who's wrong. It's like watching just for laughs, just that there's no tv screen to hide your laughter. So you have to control the surge of wind rushing through the wind pipe. HAHAHAHAHA... Tmr C div is competing. I hope they play as a team. JIAYOU! Today I spent my day with N<3 And we played four coloured cards. But we only played for 1hr. And no $$. `TTFN~

We probably don't fit together. BUT I won't waste my time. Do U understand why I wrote "BUT"? Don't think u do. I like being ambiguous cuz I don't want you to know what I'm writing about. That's the point of it all. I love that feeling. It's a diary after all. TTFN

我真的对自己感到很失望。数学测验做成一团糟，生物学实验不能在时间内完成，做作文也不知在写什么，还不能在40分钟内完成。希望以后我会做得更好，不被这些挫折打倒。我们要百折不挠，持之以恒:p lol so few words it seems...

LOL I pressed enter and the post got published! :p Anw I had a great SUNDAY!!! Even tho I "lost" $25++ cuz I gave away a mahjong tile cuz I was abt to call so I lost $12.80. Then my cousin 自摸 so we ALL had to pay $12.80=.= Earned just that little and lost even more=.= Today is vb comps. Couldn't really exert any strength.. Hope it's not like that for the next matches! T bought chocs for all of us:) Tue there's no pt for b div. Which is GOOD for me. HAHA...Shall go somewhere first b4 goin home to get my R&R done. Or I can just do it there. Yup mayb I'll do it there:p HAHA I just saw u today but I miss u guys. TTFN!!!

Comps strts next week! And I get really excited during trng:p hahahaha I've been resisting the urge to blog last few days or weeks? Not cuz of sch work but cuz there was smth I didn't wanna write abt. So not blogging means there's no chance to write about it. But actually that thing has ended yet so by right, according to my weird logic, I shouldn't b blogging. But I had nothing else to do so whatever. And I also wanted to mention somethin too:p That I went to pierce my ears with J. J only pierced one side. It was a little painful but just as expected. Like an injection. EXACTLY... So probably if I pierced the cartilage it would feel like the p6 injection that went all the way in and felt as though the it touched the bone. It wasn't scary for the first ear but scary for e second cuz the click the gun made was quite loud. So for e first ear I didn't expect e click so it wasn't scary but for e next ear I expected it so I was kinda shaky... It's not cuz of

OH NO I had too much... That's y my mom only puts a little with her orange juice. I put TOOOOOO much:p I don't think it was that strong but I felt a little dizzy after drinking it and now I have really STRONG hiccups! LOL! Anw I've been sleepin really early these few days... Arnd 11. Which is early cuz normally I sleep at 12 or 1. U see, I like to watch tv and the 'nicer' shows are always so late. There's this Taiwanese show from 11-12 so when I watch it I'll end up sleeping at 1 cuz I'll slack around then brush my teeth. By the time I'm deep in sleep it's alr 1. haha... I have loads of Japanese hw to do. OMG it's O level year and I'd better buck up if I ever wanna get an A=.= See I don't even think I can get an A1. I've been missing so many lessons cuz of vb comps. I'll probably miss e first five weeks cuz of vb comps this year! And IF we get into nats it'll be even more... And language is something that can't be lear

It's IH lesson now hahaha... And I'm super high. I finally have A's lifejournal add. So now I don't know what else to do... OH! I KNOW! Let's go to fb!:p ~TTFN`

WOW the first week of sch has passed so fast! Funny I didn't write abt cca trials, or I probably didn't even write this week. Yeah I did write but cca trials hadn't started then. Anw, I went t help out at gym try outs mostly, as a translator. Oh NOW I RMB I did write about it! oh then I shall right about the cheering session. I can rmb most of e cheers now. YAY. wonder when I'll use them again. cuz we'll b quite busy during the competition period so may not b able to go attend other cca's competitions. But we can adapt the cheers for future use, when we're not in NY any more. I'll definitely go back to help out, like for trngs and other stuff. Unless smth crops up and I really can't go. This batch's sec 1s are quite shy. Normally at the start of sec one when our class is called we'll scream and cheer like crazy. But this year's sec 1s... Some classes do but most don't. Anw I went late for bio class after e sec 1 cheering comp cuz I re

The Gym B div may not be competing this year. Shan't explain. I'm kinda sad cuz it's my last year to compete in gym comps. But last year's was quite good so I'm still feeling fine. So now I'll concentrate on vb. Today's the first day of Japanese lessons and the teacher is so cool. It's good that she forces us to use japanese cuz I'm really bad at it and the forcing will give me more chances to speak up. Wow the jump from sec 3 to 4 japanese seems quite big! But I'm really really interested in language now, cuz of my trip to korea where I read loads of korean words. The feeling of being able to read e words and sometimes understand is SOO GREAT. It's like ecstasy. Haha... Anw I have been missing lessons these few days cuz of CCA exhibition and sec 1 cheering session. I wonder what time e sec 1 cheering comp is on fri. It's probably in e email i received so I'll check tmr.[cuz it's so late now!] I wanted to sleep earlier but was wat

WOW it's th first day of sch and I'm super high. I must hav been acting like a total idiot this morn cuz of the ecstasy feeling.. Things that I learned on e first day of sch: 1) I hav vb trng on tue as well. This means I can only go for gym trng once a week=.= No choice but to do loads of pt... 2) Comps may strt next week. M I ready? HAHAHAHA... We all know. But what can we do? Just don't stress out and probably go play during break. 3) recess is staggered, like crazy. Every level has their own break, except on wed. Not affected anw... These are all e things I recall. Tmr I'm gonna help out for gym tryouts! that means I'm missing class from 7.45-11 [I think]. I wanna b class monitress or activity rep:p In my 4 years of NY I've nvr taken any class committee position.. But if I can't then too bad:o At least I can try. MT said anyone who doesn't hav a leadership position will hav first priority. And the class may let P stay as monitress since they get extra

Somehow the day seemed quite fruitful, even tho I hadn't finished 3 of my R&Rs and the rewrite of my EOY essay. AND my chem ws=.= And there are still other stuff that I have to do b4 4th Jan 2010=.= Hope I can get them done by tmr:) 4 essays? haha....... TTFN! P.S. I miss Korea!<3