Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Sry I didn't say anything when u were sad today..I just don't know how to express myself..sigh..every time when I cry u'd always hug me. I guess I'm just not that kind of desirable friend. From last time till now I always feel that I can't socialise that well and I'm like some cold fish so I was really glad u're so "touchy" and warm. Makes things so much easier. I try but sometimes it's just so hard, harder than doing any exam. It's so hard for me to even understand): Writing is probably the best way for me to express myself. Anw <3 u.

Yeah omg I keep thinking I've to get my hands dirty, flip open the papers and pick out articles to read but actually information is everywhere. It's whether u wanna take it or leave it. It's amazing, however, once u take it cuz it's when u link it to other things like significance and consequence, and u realize how everything else comes together to form the big picture. I can't believe I took so long to get this. Feels like an enlightenment haha:D I tell ppl to embrace change but I'm not that good at embracing it myself!>.< And I've realised what it means by how parents know more and all. Some important things have just started to make sense to me. It's not whether parents know something or not but more of that people whom are older and have more experience know certain things. I probably sound quite dumb cuz isn't that obvious? But I'm not talking about a child vs an adult. I mean a young adult compared to an older one. Some things I tho...

There was an accident the first day of sch.. Haha ask C hehe I really duno:p You're supposed to tell me how to cheer up, not just ask me to! :P But I'm happy today. Feeling low was just ytd. My mood changes quite a lot.:o TTFN!

o.O so u hav been reading my blog? hahahhaha..or mayb not.. ttfn!

Haha I still like Adam better. Mayb cuz he's a guy and I prefer male voices:P I still like t think idealistically. U noe me. I guess I'm a bit of e lazy bum but over achiever sort? haha.. I haven't exactly found anythin impossible yet. Or just that those things that I said were impossible were kind of trivial. Or mayb I was exaggerating at that point in time. Time is such a powerful thing and I believe with it we can accomplish anythin! (Of course with e help of a few other things/ people.) Name me some impossible things. I'm serious. I'd really love to know. I find myself quite dumb at times cuz I can't really imagine stuff sometimes. Like e qn above:o ARGH HOW I WISH I COULD GET A1 FOR HCL AND LA! HAHAHAHA.. TTFN!~

うん！私も日本語の勉強をしているはずです！I think u can kinda understand:p Clue: it's in reply to ur post on my tagboard:D Erm..not sure if e grammar's correct lol!!!!!! But i'm watching a Japanese film on okto now:D can't really catch but e content's a little weird too..hmm.. I'm tryin t study bio but I'm doin it like so slowly. Mayb it's my way of enjoying it. LOL I keep thinking of random stuff while reading it like why this or that'll happen, which is totally not related t exams..but still related t bio lah. Quite fun but wasting time like hell..And bio's obviously not e only subject I nid t study. Nid t study IH! and JAPANESE!!!! Shouldn't hav slacked off e previous years and my Japanese wouldn't b that lousy..anw, not continuing Japanese next year..shall concentrate on science:D Music and language are just for fun, for enjoyment. they're like frens while science is my lover. LOL u noe why I say that? cuz I rmb in CLEP this writer said poems, sho...

Yoz!!!! hahaha. OK FRI IT IS. but I hav guitar lesson at 7 so I hav t leave arnd 5. That enough time? YAYYAYYAY PLS SAY YAY HAHA..eating popcorn? I'm sick but aiya nvm la! Inception here we come! So this Fri at cathay? AMK hub good? and o.o i wana watch nodame too:D *end of message*:p I finally told C my secret. MUST KEEP A SECRET HOR. Quite lame i think but it was worth it:p Today seemed quite tiring cuz there was physics SPA and ZUOWEN which she made us hand in by the end of lesson. haha I managed to but it was totally rushed, cuz we reached the room late lol..And I'm so tired that I decided not t do my sakubun..Shall hand in next week..Anw I missed lesson for so long so I guess the teacher would understand that I'm tired from e wonderful and eventful trip and sick as well. goin off for 3rd lang soon.. ~TTFN!

YOZ! lol I'm kinda not gona leave my options open lol. YEAH LET'S WATCH INCEPTION SOON! haha fri tics are ex rite? how abt this thurs after our exams haha. Then we can study tgt b4 and after the movie:p ~TTFN!

Haiz! I thought I wouldn't write so much so at first I wanted to spam ur tagboard. My dad says it's not good to cry. i kinda believe 老人家的话, duno if u will. Cuz some people think crying will allow us to let go. Probably. But not crying can make us stronger, that's what I believe. And when u get stronger u'll be less affected by things that don't come ur way. If we keep letting go, maybe 1 day when smth really terrible befalls on us we may not be able to face it and handle it well. Well but everyone's different in how they take things so the above may not apply to u. Haha. It doesn't apply to me, frankly, but my aunts say crying gives ME dark eye rings. Nvr really found out if that was true but probably it is?? hahaha Anw ur handwriting thingy was really fun to do! Some true some false actually but still, it's not bad at all! I guess the things I cry over are mainly relationship problems and when I don't do well in CCA. Cuz u know after so many years I...

Do i look stressed t u? got a lot of homework meh? I'm like so free now:p no la i'm not suaning u. mayb u hav a lot of hw cuz of smp and olympiad. I hav no special programmes haha. did u watch constantine? it's such a funny horror movie. did u enjoy 人日？I had dinner at Manhill restaurant with my relatives. Our louhei was totally screwed. or we're just soft spoken haha. the 2 table beside us was so loud when they were doing the louhei. hahaha. TTFN~

HAHA I decided to write a post specially to u cuz I think I'm gonna crap a lot and I don't wanna spam ur tagboard:p FIRSTLY, thx for ur JIAYOUs and confidence in me:p It really helps no matter what. I think I was watching u're my destiny or smth. Old show but my mom wanted to watch so she bought it and I watched with her.. LOL do u knw my group has t kinda redo our IH SIA cuz our scope is too wide? Haha at least MK's givin us an extension till end of feb:) But it's good in a way cuz I learnt that there's no way to measure smth with such a wide scope, unless there's lots of time:) HAHAHA I FINALLY UNDERSTAND Y SCOPE IS IMPT. I'M SO NOOB... Like for my case we're doin on globalization's impact on India but India has so many states and there are so many industries so it's really not appropriate to compare the general impacts. So generally our report's not specific enough>. LOL u like instant noodles? I hate them... If I'm hungry at ni...

so fast alr back out? haiz... I can't believe she can sacrifice the match just cuz of that. If JL put her there and she doesn't perform well it'll also b her fault. And if JL asks her to go on court and she doesn't want it's also making everyone's life more tiring cuz she doesn't listen t jl. If she hadn't been so proud to say that cuz she didn't play much for e 2nd match so the score for the 2nd match wasn't as good as e first, I wouldn't hav said that either. N E way she possibly thinks that anything she does won't make me happy. Don't play match play match also criticize. Well if she trains properly and doesn't cause so much trouble for JL she probably wouldn't b criticized so much. See, if she trains properly, she'll do better during comps and any mistake won't b blamed on her being mischievous during trng. But cuz she doesn't train properly, her mistakes would b blamed on her being mischievous durin trng. If s...

there is a pain in my left eye so my morn was a little screwed cuz of that. But e afternoon changed everythin;) And the night was/ is equally good:p It's not a very nice thing to spell someone's name wrongly, do u know that? Oh I forgot. It's a totally diff thing if u do it on purpose. YAY I'm so glad c div won today. I still believed yall could do it despite e distraction. Actually yall possibly could get 7-25, 10-25. What a pity, it would look much nicer:) hahahahaha...

Guess what's the wow abt! I made A angry. what a great day:) Who asked her to 惹 me. In the morning also KEEP banging into me on purpose. PLUS it was FROM THE BACK. If she did it to me from the front I wouldn't say anything cuz I would have seen it coming so not defending myself would be my fault. That's a problem if she keeps doing that right? If I don't solve the problem myself she'll come after me again. Get it? I'll make her know what's it like to "have fun" with me. Come on man u flirty ****:p PLUS if she writes anything bad abt me u know what'll happen. She should know what'll happen. PLUS anything that happens to my friends like what she did to J she should know better. PPL guess what she did to poor J. She asked J to take her heavy bag for her. Is J her maid? Can't A carry her own stuff? Then guess what. She told J that she would pay her 10 bucks for carrying her bag. GOOD JOB J U DID THE RIGHT THING. U wanna play with me? It...

I've been acting totally idiotically these days:( I thought after letting it out here I'd b fine but obviously...and I hate crying in front of so many ppl... And I'm so sry Y for pushin u away when u tried to comfort me... U're like so nice and funny and frendly and I hate I don't have the courage to say sry to u in person... There's like nothing wrong with u guys but I had to act totally pms... really sucks...

A, It's 1/12 as much or 11 times less. NOT 12 times less. And u really wrote what Jl said u'll write=.= Gym trng was ok... but I dunno what's wrong with me for beam...Normally, after doin somethin scary once, u'd dare to do it again and again right after, right? But I just couldn't! I'll take like 5 min or more each time to muster up enuf courage to do another...:( It happened at the end of the last beam part trng so I kinda expected it t happen. So sad:(:(:( `~TTFN~`

I liked "jian zheng qi ji de shi ke" last time. But I think he uses it too often. Hehe. I just like the way he does his tricks. So cool:p And that time he gave a flying kiss to a little boy who came to perform. He did it so funnily. hahahaha. What do u do nowadays? other than CCA of course... OH u have the camp that Mr A recommended right? `~TTFN~`

OMG... SO HILARIOUS...hmm...A when are u gonna upload the rest of the unglamness? HAHAHA. Can't stop laughin anymore...:p Tho I still like the pinniata vids best! And I'm so glad cheryl didn't wack me:) I realise that was the first time i stayed thru for the whole farewell party. Oh and tho the HCL O's are like halfway or maybe alr done, I'd still like ta wish yall the best of luck and ALL THE BEST!

Ok B, about the icon thingy, my friend made me do it:p Are you using the latest version? If you're not maybe that's y you don't see it bigger. I don't see it bigger on mine either (I've added myself so I can see it=.=) and maybe it's because the mac version doesn't allow that effect to be shown? Haha anw I asked my friend if she was seeking attention by making her icon big. Anw if everyone's icon becomes bigger there wouldn't be any attention to be sought since they're all the same size:p So I've concluded she's not seeking attention cuz she asked me to enlarge my icon. Haha can you imagine if everyone's icon is big but there's one very small, then we can say that person is acting cute. Hahahaha... And YOU're VERY funny... I said we should spend more time playing then you AGREED but within the same breath you said you think you should spend ALL your time studying. How come you don't see the girl turning clockwise? hahah. O...

OMG! How did u know it's tatafornow?! LOL I'm over-reacting haha. Need to stick to my title/theme:p Did u watch winnie the pooh? or u checked it up the net? Oh and today I keep seeing the girl turning clockwise. Funny...... OMG! What has Sg become? Holidays=study like nutz/if you don't study be guilt-ridden for a long long time. I've fallen sick so most of my hols was slack and I can't go for CCA, which to me is a BAD THING! But the 'slack' part isn't a bad thing:p That's how hols should be ain't they? Even though EOYs are coming, I think we should still have FUN during any hol. We live this life only once right? And anyway school is almost the whole of life. 所谓活到老，学到老。And we do learn loads from playing:) That's how we grew up right? And we learnt stuff the fastest then right? We couldn't have been studying when we were babies right? I guess there are babies studying out there...There are baby books everywhere and all. But those baby book...