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Aw man...it's funny writing it here cos it seems like i'm passively telling the whole world to vote for me to be some class rep. yuh duh I hope i'm some class rep cos I've nvr really been one in class, for ALL of 3 yrs in NY. As in outside such as vb and OBS I've held some positions but I still feel more bonded to my class since I'm with them almost every day so I guess it's natural to have the sense of "class nationalism" and wanting to be a representative is kind of the result of that.
But it feels weird volunteering myself. But being initiative is the point, i mean who would want someone who's not initiative? But if u're some leader, wouldn't you wanna know who really supports you? But there are like 35ppl in a class. After deducting the student councillors, there'd still be 31 ppl to choose from. Obviously no one knows who to choose. So maybe if i'm really desperate, as in maybe after this year if I'm dying to be some class rep, I'd just volunteer myself:p
Anyway I did this not cos I'm tryin to drop hints but cuz I like to write things down in my blog to help myself clarify my thoughts, as in whether I'm thinking clearly or I'm super affected by who-knows-what:p Like I actually wrote here abt what I want to b in the future. I wasn't exactly sure at that pt in time but after I had written my thoughts down I realized what I really want in life:) Yay (low-pitched MT style=.=)...I think it's a good way for me and i presume quite a few ppl out there! Yay again...Well, mayb after this post I realize I don't really want to be a class rep anymore (which I think is quite a low possibility since I'm quite bored just being a normal classmate for 3yrs.), like I had other thoughts after writing abt my dream job:p
But once ppl have dreams it's actually quite hard to change them dreams especially at this age when we think we have quite a lot of weight on the society (I think it's true), and we say what we wanna say and do what we wanna do. We have our own thoughts and those thoughts belong to us so obviously why would we want other ppl to dump cold water on us?
Anw today was B's oral test. Guess she did well! And mine is next mon!!! Oh man...
Ok Think that's for now.
TTFN!
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