Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

blogpost by a hc senior  (gosh one comment was terrible! hc students aren't idiots-.-) Viral post on fb. I shan't provide a summary cuz that's like the abridged version of a book:/ I wouldn't have thought of writing on it until I saw what V wrote on her own blog. A levels are just around the corner, we're currently having our block tests- J2s are stressed. I'm not sure if I am because since I stepped into JC I've already been thinking about "what if I didn't do well" so it's either I've been stressed throughout that I don't feel the stress, or it's cuz currently I'm using the comp and that relaxes me. Anw I got a B for pw. Yeah so what if I didn't do well? I'm not doing this for anyone even though I share my feelings with my family after my tests/ after I get back my results. I'm probably really irresponsible because they probably have expectations of me and I don't care about those expectations. But...

Yeah omg I keep thinking I've to get my hands dirty, flip open the papers and pick out articles to read but actually information is everywhere. It's whether u wanna take it or leave it. It's amazing, however, once u take it cuz it's when u link it to other things like significance and consequence, and u realize how everything else comes together to form the big picture. I can't believe I took so long to get this. Feels like an enlightenment haha:D I tell ppl to embrace change but I'm not that good at embracing it myself!>.< And I've realised what it means by how parents know more and all. Some important things have just started to make sense to me. It's not whether parents know something or not but more of that people whom are older and have more experience know certain things. I probably sound quite dumb cuz isn't that obvious? But I'm not talking about a child vs an adult. I mean a young adult compared to an older one. Some things I tho...

First paper of BT2. Well I won't write for every paper but since it's GP paper I sort of wanna and have things to write about it..Chose qn 4 for my essay which is "How far do you agree with mankind being an incurable self-destructive species." I probably should have disagreed since "incurable" seems like an extreme word but I took it as treatable but not able to be saved so the word isn't extreme anymore (to me at least) and I hope the teachers accept that. I probably should have emphasized more on the "incurable" part cuz I talked a lot about self-destruction (what about wars, global warming and moral degradation). It was a pretty pessimistic essay:/ I tried to incorporate the idea of not enough effort and plans being put in place to mitigate the issues but there were probably some slips. Didn't get to check the essay after I "finished" so I really hope there aren't too many grammatical errors! Somehow I managed to complete...

I believe people can change. But with much difficulty, especially if that person's not willing or doesn't even know that there's a need to change. Well but who am I to say that one should change. I guess u cud argue that that's what makes that person unique. A unique person can be one who says that others should do this or do that but that person his or herself won't act by example. I should just say hypocrite but I just wanted to make it clear. I judge and I think first impressions count. But my judgements are not always right. Sometimes I grow to like someone, other times I grow to not care about someone. That's my form of hate but hate is too strong a word and I sort of can't bring myself to hate someone cuz I'd have to love that person a lot beforehand and I don't believe I can "grow" to hate someone since I'd be giving that person a little too many chances if that happened.

they are the ones who help you when u're down, stick with u thru thick and thin, laugh and cry with u. they listen to u, they tell u about their problems. they don't expect you to help or to even talk. they just need u to listen. they don't spread ur secrets, they don't talk bad about u behind ur back. they accept u for who u are and praise u, meaning every word they say about u. they tolerate ur angst and know when it's just not ur day. u can just have quantity time together, not even quality time because all that time is just wasted doing nothing. yet it's not really wasted cuz u enjoy it and it's worth it. they are nice to u cuz they love u, not because that's just how u should treat a person. they trust u. and u trust them. u don't have to see them every day or talk to them every day. sometimes true friends can even be apart for a few years but when true friends get back tgt it feels like the last time u met up was just ytd. and even if u hav...

Dance night's officially over. Everything seems worth it and I've found my true love in dance. I guess everything comes full circle. Ballet was my first love after all. Don't even rmb choosing it. It's like I was always in it since my dad's a dancer. Too bad I'm not that good and I've got a freaking stiff pelvis. But YAY now that I've got more time, I can use it on ballet! Mummy passed me her ballet shoes but seems like they're a tad bit small:/ So means I'm gonna get new shoes!(: But the bad side is that I've to break the point shoes all over again. Well anyway I still haven't got enough strength to go on point so I'll do that breaking progressively~ bend it everyday haha. Now that CCA's over, I can fully concentrate on studying. But I lost my yellow file OMG WHY ON EARTH DO I KEEP LOSING MY THINGS. It's not that I don't treasure them. I want to but probably I'm too tired to remember taking all my things? I thought ...

I should be sleeping. Ahh well the energy bar I had at 6 plus is really powerful..gona hav it again "tonight" for dinner! :D If I didn't become vegan I probably would never have found such a bar! Anw dance night is in 3 days. OMG. Good thing that I'm not exactly lagging in sch work. Gona dance 3 items and I hope I pull them off well! Try your best try your best try your best...... BTW I love the lyrical hip hop part for fusion 2 item<3 K away from dance! I think I posted one or two days ago that I've lost respect for someone. And I got some funny comments lol. My half bro thinks it's him. LIKE HUH? HAHAHAHA we didn't even talk recently. And my parents are so curious to know who that person is. There's no need to know who I've lost respect for because I believe with that kind of behaviour, others will get offended too so it is not only for me to judge but for others as well. K TIME TO SLEEEEEEP!