Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

I wonder what it's like to be X or J or G or her bf. But I hope I can be as good as G and be like her in terms of getting the things I want. Yup. It's gonna be long long long... Anyway today's test was total bleh! But I can't really study chinese so there's nothing really to think about. 所谓习惯成自然！It's no use thinking about it. The only way is to keep doing it, as in read chinese books and newspapers (the useful news and not the front page tabloid) etc. and be able to understand them in a millisecond and of course, without thinking (too hard). Understanding as in including all the proverbs:) I can't believe I was so dumb not to realize my dad learnt 文言文 instead of 白话文...1940s, what do I expect? It's so cool!!! But I guess it's not so cool for the people who've learnt it and use it. Not because they are sick of it but because they don't think it's something that everyone else can't do. For example if you have a twin, maybe some ppl say i...

B's not gonna blog till EoYs are over. Evil Eoys!

During LA ytd, we discussed, or rather the teacher and the group which did the particular question told us, about the ways the young generation offend their elders. There was one particular point that I strongly disagreed with, which is that in big companies, the younger employees offend the bosses (supposedly older by a generation or more) by speaking up about their ideas. I don't think in a company there is a gap between the generations cos it's not cos of the generation that causes the offense, but the motives of all the individuals in the company which make the diff. And the one with the biggest power comes out with the ideas which will support the one's motive. Thus it's not that they wanna show that they are the ones who should have power (most of the time the boss is older than the employee that just joined) but that they alr have the power and they use it. In the process, any idea that they think is not gonna support their motive shall be put off. I think playin...

Hahahahahhahahahahaha. I went out with B today to study after a really bad day at sch...So it shows that the day isn't so bad after all cos there's always something that goes in the opposite direction, in this case, the "good part of the day". It felt bad cos everything happened all at once. But it felt even better cos all the good things happened at once too. I'm so happy I'm in this class:p We pissed off quite a lot of ppl in the lib today cos we were soooooo noisy. Next time if it's possible we should go to someone's house so that we don't have to be so restrained. Lol It's like so many of my posts hav B in it. :))))) Oh and we talked abt zhuangzi too. But zhuangzi won't work in today's world cos he's not very logical at times, for example the fish story, and ppl are more curious and critical nowadays so they would come listen and assess the logicality. It's not whether u win or lose by making the other person confused that...

Aw man...it's funny writing it here cos it seems like i'm passively telling the whole world to vote for me to be some class rep. yuh duh I hope i'm some class rep cos I've nvr really been one in class, for ALL of 3 yrs in NY. As in outside such as vb and OBS I've held some positions but I still feel more bonded to my class since I'm with them almost every day so I guess it's natural to have the sense of "class nationalism" and wanting to be a representative is kind of the result of that.  But it feels weird volunteering myself. But being initiative is the point, i mean who would want someone who's not initiative? But if u're some leader, wouldn't you wanna know who really supports you? But there are like 35ppl in a class. After deducting the student councillors, there'd still be 31 ppl to choose from. Obviously no one knows who to choose. So maybe if i'm really desperate, as in maybe after this year if I'm dying to be some c...

1. I failed math quiz again. It's sad cos i'm so careless and if i don't change i'm gonna bring the carelessness to eoys. (careless i mean i couldn't even do simple math like 1+1=11:p)-->and that cost me like arnd 20m!!! math quiz isn't too late since it isn't graded. but eoys weigh 40% so i can't be frenz with mr. careless. 2. I want to ask a physics class related qn: Is the ultrasound produced by dolphins high enuf to cause cavitation? I don't think there are any bubbles right? So i think the answer should b NO. 3. we went to URA todaY!!! Which stands for Urban Redevelopment Authority. There was this guy who asked to have a his photo taken, with me. I was like huh? His frens were like laughing but I don't think I'll ever see him again so who cares=.= It all started when I was standing in front of the cool electronic surveys and I couldn't answer the last qn I saw: What is the main aspect focused on in the area where you live in. Answ...

Went to Korkor's house today. Played chinese chess with my bro with robi as the canon. You know what Robi can do? She can KIM KIM KUAH and Jump! It's really really cute. If I can ever bring Robi out and show yall or bring yall to my house I would! But the mood is always wrong so I can't show:p LOL. Anyway it's really funny that I didn't blog for so long. Well, at least to me it's funny. That's cos I normally would still blog if other ppl aren't. And ppl aren't bloggin cos EOYs are coming. 301 is totally diff from 209/109. At least most of 209/109 ppl aren't that similar. It's like this year so many ppl are panicking compared to previous years. Ok maybe not panicking but they talk a lot about EOYs. Or mayb it's just the ppl who sit around me or come to the ppl around me:p I guess both environments are good in their own ways? One will make you know your standard and nine will make you realize the fun in things we do. But 301 is also quite f...

Oh my I'm watching a concert on TV today. Ytd I watched ballet on TV (Manon) and "(There's a name for this in another language but I can't rmb:()" Spirit of the rose. Both were really really really good. The production is SOOOOO good. It's like I think anyone who watches it will cry. Manon I mean. Cos the girl left for I duno what so the guy was very sad. It's like acting cos of the facial expressions. My dad says that it's really hard and not many ppl can dance it well. Well, this one was extremely good...So much feelings. And the mvts are so clean and light. The guy made it look so easy. He was so lose On Fri we an SIL on bilingual debate and there was an example. It was funny at first when the second speaker started talking in a different language. Can you imagine one side of the brain is shivering with electricity then suddenly that electricity is transferred to the other side of the brain. And you can feel the jerk which eventually triggers the sq...

zuowen-s to go... 2 more art works to do.. 1 more word doc to do. ...then school reopens. ...hope I can do that. ...Yes obviously I can. ...as in EVERYBODY can. ...so long as they don't procrastinate...for too long:p ...TTFN

You think you're very tall? So you think you can hunch or else everyone else is shorter and it means you're looking down on US? Don't forget that there are always people better than you, taller that you to look up to.  If you degrade yourself no matter how you look up you still won't be able to look at them in the eyes. That's cuz the neck is horizontal after you hunch and that will limit your neck from looking any higher. If you can't look any higher obviously you won't be able to see people of a certain height and above straight in the eyes and that means disrespect. If you disrespect someone y would that person wanna talk to you? And if you don't talk to them how are we gonna learn from those ppl if you can't be used as the communication tool? There will be a big gap between US and them and that's bad. Anyway don't hunch because we don't need your pity. And even if we shorty pants can look up to those ppl by not hunching, the distance ...

Ok B, about the icon thingy, my friend made me do it:p Are you using the latest version? If you're not maybe that's y you don't see it bigger. I don't see it bigger on mine either (I've added myself so I can see it=.=) and maybe it's because the mac version doesn't allow that effect to be shown? Haha anw I asked my friend if she was seeking attention by making her icon big. Anw if everyone's icon becomes bigger there wouldn't be any attention to be sought since they're all the same size:p So I've concluded she's not seeking attention cuz she asked me to enlarge my icon. Haha can you imagine if everyone's icon is big but there's one very small, then we can say that person is acting cute. Hahahaha... And YOU're VERY funny... I said we should spend more time playing then you AGREED but within the same breath you said you think you should spend ALL your time studying. How come you don't see the girl turning clockwise? hahah. O...

I kinda miss my ex-class. They're both similar in a way but there are also stark differences. I think I didn't get to know some of my friends as well as I now think I should have. And I'm out of HMP now and we're all in different classes. Even though we're still in the same school, the school is big so it's tough to get back tgt and talk... See every time I don't do something I regret. And time passes so quickly it's sad that i have to regret. Unlike Freddie Mercury who died of AIDS. At least he did what he wanted to do. Sing, be crazy on stage and do funny stuff. Well, we can use ALL our time to study. But we need contacts or else how many frens can we have? We need fun since we're humans. And without contacts how are we gonna have fun? Yeah, unless we're some zi lian kuang and can zi high. Lol...And normally the best frens we can have is in sec sch where we don't have to study too hard if we're in IP prog. The rest of the so-called frie...

YES I'VE FINALLY CLEARED UP MY ROOM!!! YAY:) I'm so glad cos I've been wanting to do so since the last hol but I was too lazy to:p But notice why I didn't use the word "clean"? Cos I haven't cleaned it obviously, you fool. haha. JKJK... Can you imagine how much dust there is on my ledge!!! How long on earth have I not cleaned it??? I can't even rmb... And that's really bad. Luckily there aren't any dead insects tucked away behind curtains and under my display cases. Haha nah just tryin to freak you out. Anyway I've added a new art piece to my room. It's made of 2 umbrellas and 2 pairs of really long wooden chopsticks and a smiley face stress ball and a bangle and a cute little smiley face bottle of red bubble solution. Oh actually I added 2 art pieces. There's one more coming up but I haven't really got the time to do it haha there's a pun cos I'm using a pic from time mag and it's really cute just that the paper...

OMG! How did u know it's tatafornow?! LOL I'm over-reacting haha. Need to stick to my title/theme:p Did u watch winnie the pooh? or u checked it up the net? Oh and today I keep seeing the girl turning clockwise. Funny...... OMG! What has Sg become? Holidays=study like nutz/if you don't study be guilt-ridden for a long long time. I've fallen sick so most of my hols was slack and I can't go for CCA, which to me is a BAD THING! But the 'slack' part isn't a bad thing:p That's how hols should be ain't they? Even though EOYs are coming, I think we should still have FUN during any hol. We live this life only once right? And anyway school is almost the whole of life. 所谓活到老，学到老。And we do learn loads from playing:) That's how we grew up right? And we learnt stuff the fastest then right? We couldn't have been studying when we were babies right? I guess there are babies studying out there...There are baby books everywhere and all. But those baby book...

Haha thx:) Yup both were really nice:p You know that Taiwanese show I talked abt in one of my previous posts? It's the one with the girl TingTing. My mom was like saying to me and my dad "why are you watching such a stupid show?!". But my dad loves TW shows cos he thinks we can learn a lot from it. I LIKE TO FANGIRL TOO but I'm quite discreet about it and I'm not really into korean guys haha. I prefer caucasians to asians as idols...heehee... JY for EOYS! :))))

Wow it's fun knowing so much vocab and information! Last time in primary sch, I didn't even know what suicide is. How "suagu" lol. But I think I'm more exposed than most ppl are. (Or maybe I'm so "suagu" that I THINK I'm quite exposed to the outside world but actually I'm not. Ha getting a scholarship to go overseas would definitely change all that!) Anyway I caught up (but there's still quite a long way for my chinese, esp when there're PRCs arnd. Ppl may think it's impossible to beat a PRC in Chinese but dreams do come true so why not have this dream!) and I'm gonna overtake. I just came back from the doctors and H was tickled when he saw me with a mask. It's green so I look like some monster dentist from MM. [heehee] Oh I can't wait for the next hols. Cos no one wants to go out now and I'm sick anyway so I can only wait till then. Gona PARTEEEEYYYY! Oh but we still have to w8 for gcp. But I guess that should be ...

Lol I sound sick cos my brain is bonkers by saying that I'm an animal farm? Hahah jk...But yeah I'm really sick... coughing like crazy but luckily I managed to suppress my sore throat! U know like there was a lump in my throat, which means a sore throat was coming on but that's cos we keep coughing and squeezing our throats tgt 'cos of the discomfort and that causes the abrasions, but I managed to keep my throat open (lol) and constantly moisten it. Yay cos I really hate sore throats! I spent most of the day sleeping cos my bed was really really nice. Can u believe it I even went out for lunch and to do some grocery shopping! Now my laugh is very funny cos each "hah" is far apart cos of my cough. I hav to hold my breath to stop the cough from coming while I laugh, or I can only hear my phlegmy cough and not my laugh...Haha I keep laughing cos I was watching this taiwanese soap opera on tv that my dad loves a lot and the script is so ridiculous. This wife loves...

I was a lion in e morn. then I became a bird after I tied my hair cos m thought I looked like a bird with disheveled feathers. That's cos my hairband pushed my fringe up and it kind of stuck up. And my hair was tied up so my head is more rounded, like a bird's. Then I became a dog. My aunt was holding a ladle of veg and it was hot so she didn't want me to get scalded thus she asked me to move my hand. Her method of asking me to move was to say "gougou". Then I became a goat. Actually my brother was trying to say I'm also gold cos "zhiyin" when said very fast sounds like "jin" and that's what J calls me. But everyone knows H mumbles so it sounded like goat. B, I'm NOT feeling better at all:( and it's hols!! ruining everything! rah! REALLY RUINED!:(... And the silhouette right, I saw it moving clockwise for some period of time. Then there was one day I was doing chem I think, and the ad came on and I saw it turning anti-clockwise....

I think everyone who has a tv would have seen the "hear only the good stuff" ad? Some ppl just keep listening to e bad stuff. Should be a critic when that person grows up. Or maybe a lawyer since that person can tweak what is said into the complete opposite. But that's not a good idea cos the good stuff is unheard so it's really easy to rebut:p And how about the silhouette of a girl spinning? The first time I saw it, I could see it turning both ways. Like when the guy said anti-clockwise i saw anti-clockwise and when the guy said clockwise i saw it clockwise. Now I only see it anti-clockwise. Lol. Oh man I'm really sick...:( don't know if I can go for trng tmr... being sick during the second wave of H1N1 is really bad...:( The morning is the worst...and my upper body lymph nodes hurt:( Lol sounds funny...

This morning, I am the lion with the highest level of testosterone. Because when I woke up my hair was like a mane and it's black. Higher testosterone=darker hair. Yay:)

Really B? Sg has one of e highest IQ? cos the population is small. HAha...but Korea still has the higheST av IQ. I think our batch (12years old int 2006) is one of the laziest batch. But smart. haha. As in on average. That's y our PSLE highest T-score is only 281...Nah I'm just kidding. Maybe the papers that year really were uber hard and the teachers were extremely strict. Or maybe everyone was so good that there was no need to modulate or only a little bit of modulation was needed so 281 is raw, real and relatively low. But laziness is bad...heehee. no matter how smart one is, one would never achieve anything without work done. Oh how I envy B. She has random ppl reading her blog and offering her gigs! Cool!

Did you know that Koreans have the highest average IQ in e world? Did you know we use our left brain when we use chinese and right brain when we use English? And I think if we can utilize both left and right brain frequently and equally then we'll be somewhat smarter. Anyway, teamwork can produce results far better than the results produced by the best individual! And Teamwork can be a lot more efficient as well. Especially when those two teams belong to the same body and are stuck together in this case. Korean sounds a little bit like chinese and english so when remembering numbers I use chinese and english to help me recall. Actually i haven't learnt the type that sounds like English but I heard it before and really it sounds very much like English! So Koreans utilize both sides of the brain frequently and equally and that explains why they have such a high average IQ. But these may not be true cos I didn't compare my "findings" with other languages so I don...

We're in this classroom now! Air conditioned but on e fourth floor. But I hope that's our classroom forever. There are only 3 large tables so all the chairs are gathered around the tables. And we're much closer to the screen so it seems like we're more involve. That's why I'm feeling more 'high' today. As in, it feels like a discussion so it's easier to speak up and everytime after speaking I feel super 'high'. Except when I keep stumbling upon my words...obviously... There's only 2min left so I shall stop here to do some other stuff:) Yup wrote this during the 2nd break in the comp lab where B is right beside me. Oh no she just went out:p K TTFN! Aw man...Nj isn't coming today, again:( cos someone forgot to do something. And I'm not interested in modern Pentathlon. I know what I wanna do and it's not fencing nor swimming nor running nor shooting. Tho I must admit they're fun stuff...The passion's just not there. I thi...

I'm gonna learn to go straight to the pt. I always talk about the reasons but forget in the end what the main point is. OR vice versa. So actually I'm gonna learn to explain clearly and to the pt. :)

Angel1: Lol I didn't even realize tmr is the day when we will reveal our identities! Angel2:Oh so you realized when both your mortal and angel wrote to you today? Haha:p