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This is totally retarded...I recently discovered how to use the little black square with two small dots on each side and one big circle in the centre of the square, or rather it was yy who found its purpose...and t hu triggered the search. Anyway, this is what my PHOTOBOOTH can do. Anyway I've gotta apologize to the characters cos in real life they're cute/pretty/etc... but my little black square distorted the eyes of people hu see this. and sry yy that i lost urs or u may wanna thank me instead. HAHA

Presentation was great. FUN MAN! And A got chosen to be MC!!:) But my chinese compre is deteriorating. Also, though I can understand the stuff being taught in math lessons, I can't apply it 'cause I can't see which method to use fast enough. [=.='''] Today was PTM so F told P and M abt my attire and grades... Yes both chinese and math are sliding down the mountain but I swear it isn't 'cause of my comps. Well think, if not 'cause of that, then what?[LOL] I have to stop using the same words over and over again...K I SHALL! I think the Math part is similar to the trigonometry period so I've gotta memorize the formulas and be able to explain it instead of the other way around. The other way around is for people who want to find new formulas instead of take tests:p Anyway I love today's dinner. I had this cheese with beef with aubergine thingy called "beef au ______" and for desert I had this warm browny thing with raspberry ice-cream o...

Into the big four and I'm falling sick:( This morning I woke up with a lump in my throat, the first symptom of flu. It is so similar to C's cos I told C that I'm very strong and I would not fall sick and in the end I'm about to surrender to the flu bug... Another bad thing that happened was that I got caught by the teacher for my uniform which she said was too short that I couldn't stand straight. I have shoulders that cave inwards so it looks as if I'm hunching but I'm standing straight. And YES I'm trying to change. And my nails were too long today but not yesterday. It must have grown overnight so according to someone I'm dumb. C I think you know about it. [LOL] Cos of my sickness, I'm gonna miss training and I think it's better to get well faster and use all my energy on that day than prolonging/aggravating my illness and use energy that's not there on the day of competition.

Ok I've decided not to be an idiot. Forgot to bring stuff for Bio:( But my results were nice:) Tip: Use tissue to see if the iodine turned blue black. LA test in the morning, harder than the first one, don't know what will happen but gonna present our Frankie Jankie talk show tmr:) I'm the MONSTER:p SO FUN!!! I thought it was gonna be today so was quite frustrated today...Back to graded stuff, I want my compo back but every time I think it's good it turns out bad and vice versa...totally diff from pri sch! [LOL]

I wish for time to stop yet move faster at the same time. Haha like osmosis when water potential reaches an equilibrium.[=.=] But it's not good if it's really like that then I can miss all the things I don't like but actually miss all the good things in life that happens then. SO life is fair in a way:p M says it's not but I'm loving every moment of my life now if I think about it. All the good stuff happened but the unknown yet known is so scary!!!  

School. VB comps. Gym comps. Blocks. Save me~by Queen:p I'm not feeling too good...It may be cuz of ^^^^^^ and it may not be...Hope it's not cuz of the "may not be". I don't wanna watch movies now...could we just sit down somewhere, share a drink and yeah...just talk...yep no energy used except our mouths... School used to be good, but now HOLS ROCK.

I really enjoyed this week though it's really tiring and yeah maybe that's y hols are so short. Today we just played one set of vb. Then I slacked the rest of trng and we ended super early. H tried tying my hair in a french braid but it was too puffy and not matching my clothes for the day... And before that I was successful in tying the side pony tail but after that I couldn't anymore lol...so just anyhow tie he he.  C u noe about it? :( I'm so confused. LOL.  I think I'm in dreamland, is it too obvious? LA I can't believe she wrote that...totally false. Since p4 when I started to understand myself and not be a blockhead i know my essays are so-so. Everyone lie to me ha ha... But i still like doing it even though i still can't get the hang of it. Some are so close yet so far cause those better ones are those i don't bother to check. I will accept whatever things are thrown at me:) Let's see how it goes from here, this year. LIA BO KIU RIGHT? Me Too.

Aiya it's only the first part...that I slammed on my head during gym. Whoa so scary I couldn't breath so I just lie there. But not as scary as the other time that I flew out of the bar and landed on my HEAD also then my back crack like 10 over times... At least my head didn't hurt for as long as that incident. Luckily still can REN so JL dunno. My friend also did backward row handstand then she did it too fast so her head got a lot of the impact. After my head incident coach let me do bars first and I got a long blister nearing the end but anyway it's nearing the end so I must as well finish it. Then Went Shopping with my friend after having lunch. Aiya wanted to try to grab the toy in the machine thingy... Then no nice movies to watch either... The bear bear so cute!!! :( Nevermind next time in the mood of spending we can go again. Haha. Saw a cute vest and white pants are cute. O.o I'm in the dress mood. Met my J and ate an OK dinner. I want YuZu sorbet!!! HEeHEe:...

It's almost the end of hols. I LOVE THE HOLS! Too bad it's only 1 week:( Everything during the hols work out great. Especially today:) Both Gym and VB. GOOD. Or MOSTLY GOOD. The only bad thing about gym is that I can't do bars properly [and comps are few weeks away!] and the floor is so hard and I have to use more energy to do the same stuff. Hope I still have enough breath in me after doing the whole floor routine! I can imagine! Especially the last tumble. I really don't wanna do it like last year with bent legs and whatever because I don't have enough stamina... I can put my apparatus in order from good to bad: Beam, Vault/Floor, Floor/Vault, Bars. And Bars is far far away. I can't even do a proper routine:( We didn't move to the floor for vault. We only put a mat on top of the sponge pit. I kinda got the hang of it but I still don't dare to do on the floor... It's so hard! And I think even the mattress on the sponge pit is also giving my knees pr...

Dear (someone you recently talked to), I don't really know how to tell you this, I'm joining the Convent. I think I realized it when I quoted the Forrest Gump under a street light and I saw you sit on my father. I'm sure you're masochistic enough to understand how awful you are. I'm returning your toe ring to you, but I'll keep your neighbour's dog as a memory. You should also know that I love your sweet, sweet ass and our friendship is ruined. Love always, Eleanor 1) What's the color of your shirt? Blue - I'm in love with your cat Red - Our affair is over White - I’m joining the Convent Black -Our romance is over Green- Our socks don't match Grey - You're a leprechaun Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy Pink - Your nostrils are insulting Brown - The mafia wants you No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you Other -I dislike your eyelashes 2) Which is your birth month? January - That night you picked your nose February -When I quot...

Mon again and again I have double training. Last week I felt stronger but this week I feel improvement for gym...er...volleyball sucked today. I just can't touch the ball at the right place and my spikes were either on the tips of my fingers or on my lower arm. Was my mind trying to conserve energy for me? Nah shouldn't be 'cause I wasn't thinking about gym training. I wasn't thinking fast enough today. The guys kept hitting into the net and out but we still keep losing. I don't feel like I put any effort in at all, as in it wasn't exhausting during the matches. There were too many chances to spike properly, as in not into blocker's hands, but I still let go:( Anyway, gym training was good! I was a little scared for vault but I still could do it [haha abuden it's into the sponge pit!] On the Thurs we're gonna move to the floor! OMG! Hope nothing weird happens! Next we did floor. The FLOOR is SO hard. Luckily I was feeling quite high though I stil...

Today's H and n's b'dae. Went to get a black forest cake and 1+3candles after shopping for cosmetics, herbs, meat and NEWSPAPER. I've gotta admit, H really is a lucky charm... n's cake was a longan one but I still prefer the black forest even though longan is unique. This is one of the proves why I prefer classic stuff:p After that I went back into the room to do some Math but was too tired. The next time my eyes were opened was at around 5?? Nowadays when it's time for me to wake up I actually dream I've already awoken. I actually awoke at the right time but my body wills me back to sleep so I always go late for class and stuff. oops... Later we went to MM's house and I ate more cake.[still, my taste preference has not changed] Canadian Pizza there is great. The pepperoni[??is it??] is really not bad. So now my favourite pizzas are hawaiian and pepperoni:) HEYYY!! I thought there would be loads to write about today but... OH NO I'D BETTER SLEEP EARL...

YES and there's loads to do besides CCA trng. LOL or should it be the other way arnd, as in there's loads of homework but loads more of other stuff which are tons more fun! Gonna go play tennis later... Actually it's supposed to be now but cos I'm kinda tired after gym trng... Don't think it was bad, as in I did really well today though I've kinda lost my round-off backflip. Not that I can't do it. It's just that I can't do it properly all the time. But when I do do it properly, the next part is GREAT. Had the feeling of twisting 2 rounds...almost there! See how it goes during the hols and I may do it during comps. I may change my double front to front+round-off+back summer. Hmm...I don't know if I have enough stamina:( But today's trng was better than I thought. Bars was kinda GOOD. My success rate is UP:))) YAY. So happy cos I've been crying the previous few trainings. But bars is bad as usual. Shall not think about it cos it demoralize...

I am really tired... It's the mentality. Physically I'm alright aside from some muscle aches caused by not training for two weeks. We did an essay today...not sure if I went off point but it was quite fun to write, compared to the previous one which was an expository. Every thing's opposite. What I thought I could pull through, I totally didn't and yeah...vice versa...last part of gym was not bad, but thinking that I have to do the "big frame" for floor...don't wanna talk about it. Which means Fri is gonna be dooms day. Luckily I still have 2 days to rest:) Bars is my worst now... Can't even swing to a handstand:( How do I even talk about the connecting 'cai gang' part that I've never done before... Wed and Thur are kinda good days cos I can try to finish my work after training/3rd lang. Wed may be harder since I only have time after 9.45... NOOO Wed is not a good day after all! Haiz... had a really strong urge to eat with my team mates... ...

Not that I never had both vb and gym in one day. It even happened to my comps and vb came first but we lost and I left in such a hurry that my friends thought I was showing my attitude. [haha] It's just that I'm really really tired today and I even had muscle ache from Sat training... However it wasn't that bad after all. When I think about it I find it quite enjoyable. Maybe it was just my mind which was tired and not physically. I feel quite accomplished 'cause I haven't done 'nie zi' on the high beam for a long long time [more than 2 weeks?] but I actually did it today! Not bad though only the first one was good. For bars I did a couple of things I never thought I could do today but also felt sad about what I couldn't do. Conclusion: gym after vb is a GOOD thing. Loads of energy!!  OH NO I BETTER SAVE UP!

Had been having crazy, bad, evil, * hmm * thoughts lately... Feel so relaxed actually:)... that's not my drool!

Woke up quite early to take the S's present to aitong. Then headed of to ny for gym. After two weeks of lax because of OBS CIP and COMPs, coach made us do PT=physical torture (according to A). It wasn't that tiring actually. Maybe it's the mentality that made me feel weak... I haven't really lost the feeling for the difficulties etc so yay:) The worst thing should be the stomach muscle drill. I already don't have strong stomach muscles to start with and I think this is the first time I've ever had this feeling of a numb stomach[o.0] But I know it's gonna ache a lot the next morning and will last another 2 more days. What's worse is that she made us wear weights. Though actually it wasn't that bad that it wanted to make me stop doing and slack/rest between sets. This shows that the PT is actually much more relaxing than previously but it's just that I've gotten weaker. AND comps is only a few weeks away...  And even if I have sufficient time f...

I'm just wondering why we wanna do something we don't understand and don't wanna take the trouble to understand only 'cause we don't need to explain the formula in an exam. It's = not learning anything. Or maybe the school is the one who's teaching stuff which is too tough so we don't need to learn the explanation. Or it's just the teachers' fault for not being able to explain it properly or logically. Ok nevermind. We ate mac today..hmm... And before that we were playing word challenge and a teeny bit of geo challenge. Later we had match with XM. Why don't we just record ourselves? He he then there's evidence of mistakes that we could improve on. Nah just trust JL can already. We can just ping:)

This is the slackin week! OBS week for the sec 3s and camp week for the rest but we're left behind cause they had to let us do the school proud [=.=]. Well I hope we do!!! Ytd when I brought my lap top to school and AS couldn't use it 'cause sec 1s and 2s had to mingle with their classes and anyway I couldn't get any connection with it. Yup it was kinda heavy but not as heavy compared to the week before where I had to carry all my books and stuff back home so that the sec1s or sec2s [I don't know which] can use the room for lifeskill camp. K! Again back to my bus ride, I kept wanting to switch arms to carry my bag since it put quite a lot of pressure on my one arm. So when I really couldn't take it anymore, I switched the bag to my other arm. But my hand connecting to that arm was carrying TIME, phone and wallet and TS's tray so I couldn't really control. AND I was on the bus which jerked like crazy. So yeah I still switched arms I kinda lost a littl...