Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Haha Just now I went to design a 4-inch cake. A rose and fruits and icing on the edges and designs on the side.  After sch ytd went home and slept. Lol I didn't intend to just that I was so bored I just did. Then rushed out to fetch m. Tsk Tsk rushed out but u weren't there...so w8ed arnd 8min...Then got lost!=.= took 1 and 1/2h to reach the place (peony jade). Super stuffed. But I love the chocolate cake and Margaret's river red wine. Compared to today's wine, though it's nice as well, I prefer ytd's. It's better anyway plus I prefer red wine. I eat my fruits with skin!:p haha still rmb the time we went on a cruise and cos every room had $100 to spend, we bought wine everyday. Hmm...when are we gonna cut the cake??

Wow so fast...ytd we did the dance and finished the first movement which we will perform in the audi on 3rd july. I screwed up at the takobushi part for the dance but everything else is ok... see what the video looks like. haha. too bad we didn't have time or we could have more variations. haha gonna go out NOW so shall continue later...

Believe me, dance is a fun sabbatical. Especially the hip hop jazz part. Then my second sabbatical is chamber music. Sitting here in front of the computer right now, I don't feel like goin for the second sabbatical but just like other days, I'll be quite happy when I get to the music lab for it. Yesterday was my FIRST gym training in maybe a month? And we did pt so now my butt kinda hurts. Ytd in the morning, the Jaipur students came to our class. We taught them how to say some chinese phrases and they taught us hindi phrases. Then V taught them Indonesian phrases. The greeting for Hindi is always the same. But ARGHH I forgot:( And not that I didn't wanna write them down when the Jaipur students taught us. In fact I did but I realised i deleted them accidentally {U see, I wrote them in my phone but with the click of the 'C', everything's gone:(} Now for the change of colour! Tmr will be the day I reveal my identity to my mortal and my Angel to reveal her own ide...

The pics I upload can't be seen:( It's gonna be sabbatical week...I hope it'll be fun. Fri wasn't. Evil. Today went for one month baby's celebration. Didn't know anyone so just ate and went home:x B4 that was open house. So many coupons. I love icafe:) Violin lesson was ok... [It's so obvious...]

The world seems to be deteriorating. Global warming and whatnots. But whatever. Designer babies (no relation to panel discussion!) etc. There's no use gettin designer babies if the child doesn't have something called "Jia Jiao". And notice why genes are mutating? Notice WHY viruses are mutating? Nature frowns on deficits and surpluses. When there's "better" genes, there's most likely gonna be "better" viruses. Scientific technology is one world. Is there a virus' own tech-world? Depressed.

I HATE allergies. So itchy and yucky... Finally I finished my part for CME! The day has finally come!!!:)

Don't really look forward to it anymore. Had panel discussion today. It was quite fun. Just that sometimes it's hard to understand unless you read up on the topic really well. Maybe I wasn't well read enough? But I think I did O.K. Oh I forgot to state the topic: Should scientific human experimentation be allowed? I was on the proposition side. But it was just a panel discussion and in the end both sides became the proposition, as long as researchers have moral values. We're supposed to hand in CME today but we couldn't finish... Oops... I was gonna hand in my translation article but FORGOT... HOW COULD I??? Especially when I sacrificed being focused in class. :p And teacher didn't let me hand in my math ws. Waa...What kind of working must I do anyway? Aren't they standard answers...And the test on that topic was like long over...Can't blame anyone but me and time limitations. Today's Chinese lesson was on XIAO SHUO and we ALL had to bring our textbo...

All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World, Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take Whe...

Lol the pic is like from some old movie...Tall, dark and handsome. But most importantly, his voice sings. Sad...I can't upload any video. don't know what's happened to the function! I cannot believe him NOT winning...

woke up with a bad start. Was feeling really horrible so after lunch I went to sleep until 3.30 (woke up at 11.). Then went for violin lessons. everytime i practise he doesn't let me play but every time I don't practise he makes me play. Weird. Next time dun practise then can play play and play! hahahahaha...nah but it doesn't make sense. If i wanna play more then i should play at home since lessons only last for 1.5hrs. Actually I mean that I only get to play first part of the piece. Time is irrelevant here...but still it's better to practise cos i still get to play the whole piece many times at home instead of the just 1 time there. Then I took the bus home. The bus sounded like a chinese restaurant. deep voices and sudden peaks in volume. a little laughter now and then. I am NOT satisfied with my results. but what can i do? And I hav a lame excuse: Competitions. So what? Other ppl hav competitions. They hav loads of practice too. And I know the kind of mood that we a...

lol ny super star. should add background music. y so many chinese songs? and so hard to sing... one more week and then it's sabbatical week...don't know which course I'll get into... omg had a great dinner. I loved the cookie at the end. the veg was nice, the duck was nice, the corn with chicken and egg was nice, the tea that cost $7 was nice. the char siew and fried rice and dessert was ok. desert was unusual. don't know what it's made of. as in I don't know what the soup is made of. Some milky thing and there was melon and tapioca pearls. super full that we went walking arnd window shopping. we did by something. Lol boxer shorts... cool colours man. I made a conclusion: thinner guys like lighter colours than plump men. cos there was a nice darker blue but only came in L or XL. b4 shopping with J, finding a present with vb frens were totally fruitless... we almost decided on something but it wasn't of a good enough quality...

Which is Bio... Haiz...I'd better buck up...At the same time, leave some reserve:p Must pace well. It works. So funny...There was supposed to BIO SPA today but we got kicked out of the lab. Heard someone say cos there weren't enough test tubes. Then MT said that there were 2 classes, one each from sec 2 and 3, havin their SPA simultaneously. So Bio quiz took its place. And because of that, I realised that my concepts are TOTALLY wrong. Cheatin' my feelin's man... Not that my concepts are wrong, just that I recalled wrongly. Hmph! And I realised that IH isn't that hard since one mark is alr 4%. Just reach a specific level and you can't fall back down. Too bad that I didn't notice that earlier b4 the test. I have a feeling I'm one of the lowest scorers for this time's Japanese common test:( one section was completely gone...and it was the easiest section with all the answers staring back at u, just that they're camouflaged, somewhere among the othe...

Sometimes it's a good thing, other times it's bad. I've chosen not to ignore so try to see what happens... Well actually nothing in particular will happen. LOL... Long jump was quite fun today. Just that getting that kind of placing is irritating. All HJ's fault:(

feel quite accomplished today but dunno if I really did anything...oops... CRAZY I feel so EMBARRASSED! After the movie...oh man I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! Went home... Shall try to finish 2 more things but I think I'll only be able to get 1 done.

Mon HOLIDAY! Heehee dunno if I'm goin out. Maybe for dinner and movie:):):) MUAHAHAHA. oh man shouldn't be so happy... Today's dinner was NICE. You know what it is?? Just plain old beehoon and kueh. i'm crazy with bee hoon now. But I don't think I'm gonna eat it in sch on tue. Looks quite yucky...  Gonna watch QUEEN now... looks pretty boring but shall give it a try. Guess I like movies which I alr have background info abt. Not really...It's just nowadays I don't really like movies. It's the person that goes with me:) Guess what, my bro's SWAN got dropped on the floor and splattered into a million pieces. Now he's fixing it back. He's really DIFFERENT from ALL the boys, apart from the fact that he acts like a guy. So sad he doesn't wanna do dance. I've nvr seen a guy, apart from my father, who can do a PROPER POINT. TSK TSK TSK. But little brother CAN:) Took a pic of him today using m's phone so he kept bugging her to delete i...

Wow it's really a HOT day! After lunch I dozed off on the hard stoney bench. Had sweet, juicy fruits after that and became really high. It doesn't feel as if there's a lot of work but we actually have to do science and chinese SIA. Going on to the next house, we got scolded by g for coming so late. I'm supposed to go watch a concert but it's family visiting day for me so I can't go. Shall check the person out on youtube... ...so off to youtube I go:p

One more thing on my agenda:) Next year's gym competition's most probably gonna be boring...The routines have all become compulsory so it's the same for EVERYONE in B div. I don't even think there's a B div anymore. But yes it's still hard to get it perfect but the standard's still too low for sec sch. The level should be meant for pri sch. And B div should still be B OPTIONAL:) Emceeing was fine. A few hiccups but I guess it's ok for a first timer. I'm not really good with words anyway but I think I should take the opportunity and open up more this year. Today's chinese lesson was quite fun. But our team's losing really badly.  Gym after sch. Did nothing much except pt. I'm really weak:( Shake like rattlesnake's tail for "kong fu ji".

Feeling the momentum of doing tests...but they're all over. Today is my high jump and shot put event. But I didn't go for shot put cos of high jump...Quite sad but I think I injured myself so it's just as well. I cleared 1.38m but couldn't do it for 1.41:( but after the whole thing was over, I was allowed to play for awhile. AND yay:) I cleared 1.45. Or was it 44 since it increases by 3cm? But I heard the teacher say 1.45 and the officials were quite sure too. Really must thank MY cos she's the one who demonstrated and taught us for track module. I wonder if I'm doing long jump...i think that would be harder? I'm gonna be one of the emcees for SIL tmr and MT said that I have to memorise the script:( Hope I don't blank out! A is really good. Her speed is really good... Admiration...

O.o today is FINALLY the LAST DAY!!! and so many things are OVER, such as 2.4km. Not that happy cos I was aiming for below 11min. But i guess i wasn't trying hard enough...just more than 2 sec faster and i could have reached my target...I could have sprinted the last part...but we never know...When I was on my last lap I really thought i could get 10++. Nvm at least it's over. I bet the whole class was hoping that this morning's rain could last till after bio blocks but obviously not. It's better anyway cos the rain will clean the air. Last year was TERRIBLE. I could smell all the car exhaust fumes when I went past the side of the field next to the road. LOL I CAN CRAP SO MUCH JUST ABOUT 2.4 @>$. Some ppl from some AYG thingy came to our school so I went to the milo truck for yummy MILO. Had headache starting from IH until end of 3rd lang. 3 tests today= bio, 2.4 and 3rd lang. The cause of headache was the BLOODY SUNDAY SONG and the toxic air in the container we stud...

What is equality? Doing the same stuff or suffering the same amount to torment? They're different cos the same amount of torment can be different intensity for different people. Like for someone who is a marathon runner and someone who doesn't run at all, 42km is ok for the former while impossible for the latter. But research shows that people who are trained require more training to improve (as in for the same amt of improvement) than those who nvr train. Meaning that the better ones should train more than the less good people in order to achieve the same amt of improvement. But there's another thing. Those people who are not as good should train more than the good people in order to catch up and overtake. When the good people do 30 pushups, the less good should do 60. If using the first theory, that if the good people do the same amt of training as the less good, the less good will improve more. So now the less good are doing more, so they improve a huge lot more. Many pe...