Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Lols y am I goin thru this all over again? Anw it's caused by a few things.. and I'm tryin my best to control it/ handle it. Anw ytd I went with C for Animal Welfare Symposium for Students :D Very very meaningful. Many things I don't wana believe but they're all happening right at our doorstep. Let's start with the first step. Go vegetarian. OH NO WHAT ABT MILK! I love milk:( Oh but I'm actually quite good. I drink milk formula. Hey but I don't know what it's made of. WHAT IF IT'S ALSO MADE OF COW'S MILK? shall go check haha. Go to earthlings.com. Go vegetarian. TTFN!~

wow I can't believe it. I've been reaching home at 1030 for the past few nights, including today. Actually not 1030 only. 11-12 sometimes.. Gosh my OG's crazy we go out almost every day of e hols! But actually it's only the few of us.. not ALL of the OG is bonded. But it's not bad! quite a lot of peeps:D Trng has been fun<3 but quite slack at parts. VB is ok..I try to put in effort but the effect doesn't show:( Nid to get back my techniqueT.T If it were like gym then that would be awesome! Can't believe I still can do some of the stunts:p haha. I still have 4 subj of hw left. All the writing subj haha.. PW, GP, BIO, ECONS.. Lol my math results aren't out yet..I keep making careless mistakes. Like I'm half-blind.. Kk tmr is SYF rehearsal I'd better get to bed soooooon! TTFN!<3

Yay another gathering! Went to botanical gardens to play frisbee and take loads of sik shots:P the frisbee dropped into the pond=.= so the cleaner got his huge net and hauled it back up for us. And e person who threw it in had to go wash it:P then we went to eat our expensive lunch. then BOWLING! hais no strike at all:( where did my beginner's luck go to?! then shopping at ion. lol sounds like i totally screwed up my education. no time for hw at all. bleh. but NOOOO I went to ny this morn and did some chem which I really really love:) And I managed to do my backflip and back summer. I feel so accomplished today:p K really gotta sleep now. NIGHT NIGHT! TTFN!<3

MY THROAT FREAKIN HURTS:( I'm so sad I got bitten by the flu bug=.= yeah B it's hard to carry out cuz ppl only look at conventional med med certs.. lol.. I went to the doctor's and got my med and ate my med and I'm feeling terrible.. It's a total waste of money and time and energy..I wish I can have my own taste of homeopathy.. SYF IS COMING!!!!!!! :DDDDDD COMPS ARE COMING!!!!!!! :DDDDDD But I don't feel very ready.. Don't really feel like writing these days.. My throat just makes me depressed and I'm in no mood to write proper stuff. So goodnight. ~TTFN~

Haiz! I was waiting for someone to respond to my previous post b4 I write another post but haiz! obviously, no one did, so I shall just write a new post=.= nyvb oh no! but nvm we still hav C div..I think I'll b able to go watch cuz by then I'll hav less frequent CCAs. HCJC!! Haha I can't rmb if I've written anything abt it here so if there are any repeats, just bear with it. I LOVE MY OG AND CT! OG18 n 11S71 by the way. OG18 won the shirtilicious comp!!!!:D of course not the whole OG/CT is bonded but my OG has LOADS of enthu n super interesting ppl. My CT is also made of ppl taking trip science, BCML, BCMGerman+E, BCMA, BCMM, so it's super diverse, which I like cuz everyone is so interesting! Hmm Lecture-tutorial system is nice cuz we get to walk arnd (breathe the fresh air). And lectures are cool cuz there're sooo many ppl! lol I'm lame. But actually I don't get the point of lectures since we're supposed to self-study. So anything we don't u...

Did you know 80% (I think, anw if it's wrong, I am sure it's above 50%) of people in the US believe in alternative medicine (includes TCM, homeopathy, herbal etc.)? Anw I don't know if I should believe in homeopathic medicine or not. I believe in natural cures so conventional is not really for me. So if I have fever I just go to sleep without paracetamol. Even if I break out in hives/ rash I don't use my eczema cream (hydrocortisone 2% or smth like that..) So to let you know what homeopathy is all about, it is using very very diluted solutions of a certain substance to cure an illness. The substance itself should cause similar symptoms to the illness'. However because the substance is so diluted, it doesn't cause the symptoms but only triggers the body's immune system to fight against the illness. I'm at a dilemma for a quite a few reasons. 1a) How do you cure the illness when it's not exactly the same illness (different cause), but just the ...

YAY HAHAHA I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN MY OWN SET OF MONOPOLY DEAL!!!!! haha I'm so addicted to it=.= CCA has been kinda good? Or mayb it's just dance. haven't been able to do my best for the rest.. dance is freakin disciplined (Y) so the other CCAs I join are quite slack compared to it.. Y does it seem like gravity has increased? :( I'm so sad. Need to train harder during CCA. Lol I duno y but I'm very slack now.. And y on earth are there lectures before orientation each day? I'm complaining like nuts tho I'm reading this book abt optimistic thoughts from so-called smart ppl. Some entries are good but others have such long sentences that dun really make much sense. Editors fault probably haha. Anw it's called "what are u optimistic about?" Quite interesting actually but u can kill a few gazillion brain cells from reading it. TTFN!~