Insecurities

Been feeling so competitive lately n I really hate it...Took me awhile to get over it n now I'm having more insecurities about myself n my abilities...Somehow I have to constantly tell myself to just try my best instead of worrying so much...Come on Eleanor be strong and ignore everything around.

And it's just so hard to bring myself to trust again after giving so much and then falling flat... Should I give my all or not? Is it worth it? I just don't noe how many more times my heart can take this... Why am I always so emo...-.-

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