Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Sem 1 has been rather eventful and enjoyable, and I did well too:) French n tcm was so unexpected:) Stuff that happened in Sem 1: 1) Got adopted into Odin and met some awesome ppl :) Christmas at N's place 2) Jamband Our first Jamband perf Team mag outing at Timbre (without N) 3) NAF organising comm (graphic designer) - I think I only got the spot cuz there wasn't enuf ppl but it's been really funn:) 4) Got thru Contemp{minated} auditions and found my bestie there 5) NAF contemp- Choreographing for the very first time (with my bestie). Met some really great ppl too. Ah. (without S & F) 6) IHG vb teammates. Had some bonding time watching movies and goin to USS tgt:) Halloween Night at USS 7) Art Jam- wrote an article on Taming of the Shrew (Interviewed some professionals for the very first time!) and edited another (on some cosplay fest). 8) Met B and quarreled but made up. A friend to keep:) Sem 2 started off pretty bad cuz ev...

Somehow my mind feels very weak at the moment...It's just so hard to remember all those steps in dance...How do the rest keep up so well? I guess I have a very slow mind and an inexperienced body...But I can't complain cuz I don't dance every day like how some of my friends do...I just don't have that passion to...I say I love dance but I don't put in as much effort as so many other ppl do...Sometimes I even dread going for dance because I have to memorise the steps... But I feel so good dancing M's steps sometimes. Is that what I was calling my passion? Does that really count? Dance is just so beautiful...I guess I'm feeling quite conflicted with myself at this stage...Do I really love dance? I think I do...Just that I really need to put in more effort and rev up my head too...Those voices in my head r just irritating me so much these few days...Always making me feel so depressed and all... And another thing. I don't know why I still feel so consc...