Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

blogpost by a hc senior  (gosh one comment was terrible! hc students aren't idiots-.-) Viral post on fb. I shan't provide a summary cuz that's like the abridged version of a book:/ I wouldn't have thought of writing on it until I saw what V wrote on her own blog. A levels are just around the corner, we're currently having our block tests- J2s are stressed. I'm not sure if I am because since I stepped into JC I've already been thinking about "what if I didn't do well" so it's either I've been stressed throughout that I don't feel the stress, or it's cuz currently I'm using the comp and that relaxes me. Anw I got a B for pw. Yeah so what if I didn't do well? I'm not doing this for anyone even though I share my feelings with my family after my tests/ after I get back my results. I'm probably really irresponsible because they probably have expectations of me and I don't care about those expectations. But...

Yeah omg I keep thinking I've to get my hands dirty, flip open the papers and pick out articles to read but actually information is everywhere. It's whether u wanna take it or leave it. It's amazing, however, once u take it cuz it's when u link it to other things like significance and consequence, and u realize how everything else comes together to form the big picture. I can't believe I took so long to get this. Feels like an enlightenment haha:D I tell ppl to embrace change but I'm not that good at embracing it myself!>.< And I've realised what it means by how parents know more and all. Some important things have just started to make sense to me. It's not whether parents know something or not but more of that people whom are older and have more experience know certain things. I probably sound quite dumb cuz isn't that obvious? But I'm not talking about a child vs an adult. I mean a young adult compared to an older one. Some things I tho...

First paper of BT2. Well I won't write for every paper but since it's GP paper I sort of wanna and have things to write about it..Chose qn 4 for my essay which is "How far do you agree with mankind being an incurable self-destructive species." I probably should have disagreed since "incurable" seems like an extreme word but I took it as treatable but not able to be saved so the word isn't extreme anymore (to me at least) and I hope the teachers accept that. I probably should have emphasized more on the "incurable" part cuz I talked a lot about self-destruction (what about wars, global warming and moral degradation). It was a pretty pessimistic essay:/ I tried to incorporate the idea of not enough effort and plans being put in place to mitigate the issues but there were probably some slips. Didn't get to check the essay after I "finished" so I really hope there aren't too many grammatical errors! Somehow I managed to complete...