Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

I'm nearing the end of my post-As holidays so maybe that's why I've been thinking about how I should spend the last 1 mth of it. You know, like last time when we were still in sch, the last week/day was always abt rushing to finish homework (for those who cared lol). Now I have a MONTH instead of a week! Anw! I don't think I've "wasted" this long holiday entirely, but a lot of the time I've been on the Internet doin stuff that distracted me from the original things that I planned to do. Like, my room is still sort of a mess:/ (But I did clean up a little!) So I've been thinking a little about my life and how I should use my time here on Earth. (Wow that escalated quickly- from spending my last mth of hols to my life!!) I know I don't wanna just be a nobody. I wanna live my life with meaning and when I really do leave this place, I won't be forgotten. Or maybe that at least my work here has had some impact. So here goes my life priorities ...

Hmph! Don't like it that blogger/ google is linked to youtube cuz when I wanna log into blogger, I've to log out of my original youtube acc. So I've got two now-.- AND HOTMAIL is getting on my nerves too!!!! It's always having issues but I don't wanna switch cuz it is my main email and I'm so used to it and everything is there! Anw! To the main post. I've realised that rainbows really do ALWAYS appear after storms. I mean figuratively of course. It's whether we've got the patience to stick through tough / awkward / depressing situations. It does get better, as ilymorgannn said in one of her vids:) Friends who've given u the cold shoulder / quarrels, embarrassing things, academics, self-esteem, etc. Really, it does. But of course, we've gotta reflect as well and not put the blame on everything and everyone else. We've gotta learn to not make the same mistakes and not give the excuse that "it's just me, accept it or you'r...