Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

I was tempted to write this post when this afternoon during lunch, my cousin skillfully swatted a fly with a roll of newspaper and injured it. This made it easier to catch and afterward kill and throw it in the bin, and also made me think what right did we have to kill the fly. People perceive flies as pests, trying to dirty our food by stepping and vomiting all over it. Yet what was it really trying to do? Pestering us, or finding food to survive? So what is so wrong about it? Yet it is just so hard and tiring to simply wave it away. We just can't eat in peace! Then what are we? Pests as well? We overfish, we over-hunt, we cut down trees. We're stealing another's food, we're stealing another's home. Yet we're just trying to survive, or are we? Why can't we just take enough? Because those who take enough suffer. The crocodile that kills its prey that lasts him a few days gets skinned. The elephant that roams in the jungle gets her tusks chopped off and h...

No wonder people can get so fascinated by time. I've been wanting to write something that's been on my mind for a few days, yet there has been so many obstacles. I was on holiday, I wanted to write it well, I didn't know how to write it. And I didn't wanna refer to anyone. Yet I also needed enough anger to well up in me, despite the rapid flushes that occur so frequently, a little too frequently. It makes me think, if those things that anger me truly mean something. 2011 has passed so quickly. I've made many mistakes, yet I've learnt a lot (tho it could have been more).. : ..yup that's a bucket of cold water. Come to think of it, at this point in time, I really feel like buckets of cold water are being thrown over me. It makes me want to become a fish. How do I persuade God to let me become one? I'm so angry. Yet am I angry at the people who throw those buckets of water, or myself for not being able to persuade Him. The line between those two seems...

Follow me at  Elo's Animal Guide  and  Human/dancer . (both are blogs) funny how goooood may have different pronunciations since there're soo many oooos and it's ambiguous which word I'm trying to mean. But u know la! HAHA Chem B and physics B and math E. The rest duno yet..Disappointing of course but I'd rather think of other stuff than wallow in self-pity. LOL i never thought I'd use this phrase cuz I find it quite clichéd.. Wudn't it be cool if I got an A for Bio and i'd have BABE~ THE PIG HAHAHA:P Anw overall this promos has been quite screwed to be honest. Made mistakes like reading off the calculator wrongly-.- And I still haven't mastered the art of using the right terms, esp for chem. haven't reviewed my physics paper yet. And time is still ticking the crap outta me. Didn't make myself think logically enough during the exams..carelessness is just gonna grab all those valuable marks away from me>.< Oh yeah but I made some c...

even tho I slept at 5am in the morn, I didn't really feel like I was gona die. Managed to survive the whole day!!^^ the matches were damn fun especially the last 2. Kinda scary standing in the front row trying to defend but it was real satisfying when u manage to save the ball or even gain a point~ Playing in mixed teams are so much awesome-ness! Actually in the morn it was kinda bad cuz it was real hot and the atmosphere was kinda just not right. But after that it became alright~ so everything became okay. Haha ppl must think I've got some attitude prob>.< MAF was nice cuz the deco was pretty(: prob H's work!! The rest was kinda so-so..the singing was nice tho. They cud just do away with the cheer. Everyone was just aiya kk we're just gona cheer to support you. Not much 气氛..became really tired after that..eyes really dry.. so we went home! thank God C's dad came to fetch^^ Sigh I miss CS so much! Miss goin out with my OG.. Feel so dead now... TTFN!~

Man I kinda lost track of what day it is>.< Anw it's the 4th day of our VIETNAM VB COMPS TRIP!(: Everything's been awesome. The team's awesome. Quite bonded^^ Everyone's high and happy. And we won our match against Macau today!! 25-18, 25-15, 25-12. Wet towel: we were at a height advantage. We've to meet stronger teams and we've to play even better! And I'm sure we'll continue to improve. Everyone's playing awesome!!(: Made some mistakes>.< But otherwise quite happy and on form^^ CS this year is quite awesome. Everyone's high and happy:D Haha I admit I'm not as high as them but it's just my personality. It's really enjoyable to be with them^^ Oh forgot to say we lost to Iran ytd..Quite close lah.. 25-17, 25-20, 25-20 I THINK. But we played quite well!! They're really so tall.. so hard to block!! And they're so much bigger sized than us. But I thought they were playable so not bad a job done by us^^ WHOA...

Freedom of expression? In reality, it's impossible. It's like the fragile economy. Once you change something, there'll be many repercussions. If one says smth wrong, it'll affect your life. It depends on the severity too tho. If the issue is large, obviously the effects are significant. But sometimes even a small issue can cause huge problems. That's how life is. That's how sad life can be. But I believe there are always beautiful things in life. And it's these sad things that make them even more beautiful and rare(: Gonna rush to change now or I won't have dinner!>.< TTFN!~

haha I've been playing quite well these few days(: well not EXCEPTIONALLY WELL but compared to the trngs before this "good" period, it's good progress(: HAHA cuz I've been on the decline so I'm happy and high that I'm climbing back up the mountain!!:D LOL and I need to get the "scoring rhythm" back. Haven't really been able to score well in tests:/ It's most irritating when you understand the concepts but are unable to express them using the expected key words. Anw these few days have been good. But I NEED to strive for the better cuz there're always ppl in the world better than you! The world is so rapidly improving and we need to keep up!! Haha at least that's a way of keeping myself satisfied. Competition can be healthy(: K it's late alr and I'm sleepy so.. TTFN~