Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Everytime during exams it feels real chill despite it being the supposed "stress period". Not because I manage my time well but just because CCA stops and there're no lessons so all your time is just focused on studying for the exams. This sem is even MORE chill because I only have 2 final papers (1 mod was internship and another we finished before recess week, and the last one is my ureca mod that I still have to write a report for.) And today I took my last paper so yipee!:) I can't really tell how well I'm gonna do but I think I did all I could already, plus I have so much more passion this sem so if I really do well that would be a nice bonus:) Anw I just wanted to record down some updates from my life, because I think they're worth writing about since I feel quite proud about them. And also there'll be some random other updates that I just thought were interesting to me. 1. So first thing is YAYYY I'm gonna be working at Brownice this summer! ...

Been thinking quite a bit recently, been reading quite a bit too. So I was really wondering, what makes us heterosexual/homosexual/bisexual/pansexual- or whatever else there is, the whole spectrum. Or is there only one gender (we can all love anyone- romantically of course)? I want to use the word "natural", but in everyone's minds, natural means "biologically natural"- whether a couple is able to reproduce- what else is courtship and intercourse for then? (designed by Tom Lindsay) But what really is natural? If no one told us who to like, how to behave, would we still agree with our respective genders? I remember my friend asking me if I thought gender was genetically defined (intrinsic) or shaped by society (extrinsic). At that point in time I was pretty sure it was intrinsic. I knew I never had any attraction for girls. But then again it's not as if I had an attraction for ALL boys either...And whether I liked it or not, I was raised as a girl-...