Keep dreaming, it's the only way to go

Haha I guess that's why I decided to post smth. And also why I'm not that disappointed by being malu with A just now at Osch LOL. I don't really think it's a hormonal thing tho~ more of cuz everything went quite well today. P came for ballet at 11.30 sharp so the rest of the day went according to plan. Mayb morn was a lil:/ cuz of my lousy pancakes. I'm not even gonna put any stars for that recipe>.< And it made me too full... But quite touched by P today cuz he wanted me to have a good day out with my friend. But he's always like that. That's why I love him so much! And it's one of e reasons I'm staying in Sg for another 3 yrs. And Liverpool actually replied...but I withdrew my application... Ppl keep asking me y I dun wanna pursue vet med anymore so here goes: 1) I wanna stay in Sg longer. Like seriously, I duno why I'm so attached to home atm.... And I figured if I really wanted to see the world I can go on trips. And PLAN them^^...

Haha I'm not asking for an answer. I'm just wondering if there's anyone who has no secrets. Secrets that you keep only to yourself. Secrets that aren't shared between u and ur best friend. I feel like I have to keep secrets because no one else would understand. But there's this urge to share, to get it out of my system. Yet I can't. It's not due to a lack of best friends but sometimes u can't find someone else who thinks the same way as you do. Best friends can be very different u noe... Just felt like writing this cuz quite a few secrets have accumulated n I need to write something so that I can feel as if I've let go of some of the tension that they have caused. SIGH! Anw I've got ballet tmr and that'll make me feel a lot better^^ TTFN!

And I won't be going overseas for another 3 years. It's a good thing I realise because I feel really attached to home more than ever at the moment. Rejection from the UK universities made me think deeper about what I really want to do. I do want to help animals but maybe not in the conventional medicine way. So I decided not to apply to Aussie after all. I accepted the NTU offer for biomed+tcm double degree 3 days after A lvls results came out. That was a monday. Actually it was more of 2 days after because I accepted it at midnight HAHA. I wanted to accept it right after I found out I was rejected by UK but M told me to wait till my results came out. And when they came out, M told me to wait for 3 more days cuz that's the "cooling off period". No regrets anw:) So now I can't wait for matriculation and sch term to start! haha but I will make full use of my hols. Still have loads of things to do man! About going overseas, I figured it would be more fun to go fo...